paroles de chanson Mind Games - HiJackt

Running out of time and the self belief
Started makin music cuz it's helpin me
But I lost my way it's a hell to me
So I'm writing for the ones that have felt with me, god damn

And I know it aint wrong
But I hate the sound of my very own songs
Yell suck it up, man you gotta be strong
If you keep this up, then it won't last long, damn

And I thought about it
Callin up a friend and we talk about it
She said you forgot what you started for
Gonna write your shit put your heart in more

Now you better stop caring what they think of you
You better stop caring what you think or do
If you fake your lines never see the truth
Now ask yourself is it for me or you? Damn

That cut real deep
I made it a whole tape and I titled it "Me"
But as time went on I forgot to read
That I write my lines on what they don't see

Outta their mind, walkin into mine
Here for me, now they on the ride
Hearing my side, writing what's inside
Battles in the night, and they came to fight, damn

That's hard to process
Still now I think, never making progress
Think I'll never make it never from the projects
Waiting for the day that I'll join the prospects

But even if I don't is it wasted time
Scared for me think I'm wasting mine
Think I'm wasting rhymes, I can taste the light
But I just don't know if I'm made to try

Thinkin how do I
Overcome stress for the future life
I'm scared to grow, I'm afraid to shrink
Got me up at night, all the shit I think

I just don't know and it's fallin down
Every time I scream it's a hollow sound
I don't fly when I'm on the ground
I know I cry when I glide around damn

This is how I vent
Now I'm losing all that i thought were friends
Cuz they cut me out, or they had to leave
Now I drown in tears and my apathy

I just want to give, but they just don't take
Wanna write a song on what I don't say
But I'll just keep runnin my lane
When I play at night with these mind games

Huh, Not a fake again
I don't understand how to make amends
Everytime I turn say you hate your friends
I mean if it's that bad I can make it end

Cuz I don't need shit from a pessimist
When you talk your shit what's the benefit?
You would ride my sack playin Genesis
But Imma step on back, here's an Exodus, God damn

Never let it go
We've all moved on but youre still at home
Talkin all your shit on the socials now
And you wonder why we are not around

I'm done with fakes it been way too long
If I was always real, well then that'd be wrong
But I don't take shots just to tear em down
I don't take shots when they turn around

Damn, I just don't get it
What is it you want is it cash or credit?
An attention whore there it is I said it
Never wanna be the kid with a fist embedded but

You gotta get away from the acrobats
You would bend the truth and take a tad of fact
Drown the night with a jack and coke
Got up in your mind "Leavin Jack alone"

Huh, I'm over it
You don't raise the bar only lower it
I don't hang around just to gossip tho
Man you had my trust but you lost it tho

Everything to you, it was just a joke
I can't connect when I just don't know
If I can trust a man, never keep it real
I wonder at times if you even feel

Shit, I don't hate you now
I just never trust all the fakin now
So I'm letting it drop I won't make a sound
If you hear this song don't be hateful now

Be the bigger man maybe cut me out
Let it sit and then hunt me down
Call me up and then run your mouth
It was scary then but it's funny now

Huh, cuz it came around
Talkin more shit only thing we found
Is you need a couple guys to be putting down
Maybe go throw hands for another round

And you ever really listen to what I say
Tryna understand, getting migranes
Never gave a fuck about my name
Now I'm sitting at home playin mind games

Fuck, I been broken down
Fuck all the money I been hopin now
That I can fix my mind from the state of hate
Maybe one day face what is on my plate

I don't hate my life but I like to think it
Do hate booze but I like to drink it
Don't hate myself but I like to say it
And I hate this game but I like to play it

Damn, it's like Jekyll and Hyde
Only wannna live cuz a part of me died
Look into the mirror and I'd rather hide
Than look into the eyes of a broken mind

I'm running from myself, but I'm not behind
Running from the past, in a dotted line
Skippin thru life maybe on the grind
Thinkin I'll feel good if I'm getting signed

Right? Gotta face the facts
Lost my way gotta take it back
Maybe take my hurt mold it into care
And I tried that once not a person there

And I sat on the ground, and I'm thinkin back
And I just like when I'm feelin sad
I don't like the problem I just like the comfort
Of sitting all alone now I like to suffer

Huh, and I want to change
But to change my ways gotta change the brain
Gotta switch it up, man it's all mindset
We're all so strong we just gotta find it

Step on up, and go make a change
Love yourself it's a better place
If you're ever gonna listen to what I say
Don't sit around the house playin mind games