Drunk Confessional

You're a fucking failure
I hate you I've been dying to tell you
Wish it would've worked when I tried to kill you
When you wished you was dead at times I know you still do
And all your issues its been years can't fix it what's wrong with you
You're a fucking liar
The truth you be fucking fighting
Lying until you start to believe it
Till you start to believe it your sorry don't mean shit
Cause you still repeat it
Your heart amebic or everything you say you don't mean it
Battling addictions you won't beat it
You won't be shit
Rather you never be in
Vented need interventions
And room full of preachers in it
You went to therapy can't tell the difference
It ain't did shit
We'd be better if you never existed
You fuck up beg for forgiveness
Say you'll change it'll be different
Then do it again the cycle's endless
You claiming christian but your actions suspicious
All that sinning mischief I hope you repented
You let everyone down that guilt tremendous
Karma coming for it's vengeance
Can't wait till you get it
It's the way you killed it
I know you did it
Fuck if you get acquitted
Your job you are never quitting
Sad the way you treat your women
No better than your biological
I am not kidding

You a fool
You still not cool
Your jealous insecurities fucked up the crew
You got some money and you became this new
Like who
You someone we never knew
It's a facade we seeing right through it
You be been depressed who you fooling
Thirteen suicide was introduced then
Nineteen met again got back into it
Twenty four hardest year of your life
It's all your fault should've been living right
Would you let your daughter date a like you
If he did her like you do your girls what would you do
Role model for your brothers I don't see it
You supposed two leader
But all that drinking make you half cup and got you thinking
Your lifestyle intriguing
You barely spend time with the fam
Barely speak pretend like you give a damn
I know you selfish only care about yourself
And you can't help it
A lot of shit you won't do unless its for you

Lack of self confidence
It's obvious you don't love yourself
You scared to be alone you need some fucking help
All that drinking not sleeping ain't good for ya health
And your anger screams danger when you let it take control
And take over
You made decisions you regret you ain't told them
I know your deepest secrets
I know late at night you feel the weakest
I know your biggest weakness
I know you feel defeated
I know you

I know you and I hate the fact I do
I hate the fact that it's true
Every time I look at you
I see myself you see I felt
Every pain trapped in my brain
Drive me insane
I drown in the bottle remains