For U (feat. Justin Price)

Feeling frozen as Elsa Anna
This moment too much to handle
A lot of fights was breakfast samples
Egg her on she yoke me up then I scramble
Couldn't hash it out too much grit
Anger yelling throwing fist
When you mad you call her bitch
When she mad you call it quits
Ain't the job ain't making sense
Struggling to make the rent
Boss tweaking steady talking slick
Saying you'll never be it
Unless its pennywise
Couldn't carry this burden at any size
Everywhere I turn I feel deprived of love
Just wanna hide and run
I start to cry but my tears are dried I'm numb
And I'm hating life wanna go and say goodbye
Than June first alive I heard you cry
Thank God Aysia saved my life

You helped me
When times were rough almost gave up
But made it out I don't know how
You did it but you did it for me
How you did it why you did it but you did it for me
When times were rough
You lift me up so I hold you down
How you did it why you did it for me

Was at my lowest was losing focus
At the moment couldn't understand why you wanted
Two people filled with anger actions evil
To have a child and see to it
Be full of love
Turns out she'll leave you she don't need you
Remember being sick weeks rent could barely see
Had to squint penny pinch
On crutches super limp
On edge super tense
I lost my chick
Drinking like a fish
Hoping this joker mask would fit
I smile just to hide my pain
Lied to my family saying
We still together she gone steal my name
I weather storms it was heavy rain
Lonely lost I cannot raise
My child like simba when the mother and I on different page
Or different books she don't look my way
She hate me give the blame
When her dirt left major stains
She left me drowning almost sank
But to God give all the thanks
He life guard saving grace
Bless me that's why I say

You helped me
When times were rough almost gave up
But made it out I don't know how
You did it but you did it for me
How you did it why you did it but you did it for me
When times were rough
You lift me up so I hold you down
How you did it why you did it for me

Sobbing
Laughter
I love you
I love you daddy