paroles de chanson Running For Life - JOHKES

I'm in my own mind. it's getting claustrophobic
When I finally feel good & I'm out my mind
I get homesick
I came out my coma lonely
Feeling broken
Having a tube where my throat is
I still dont get how "john's heroic"
All I did was come back around
When they gave me a lower dosage
I cry at night when Nobodys there
To notice
Wounds from my past are still open

I've been running for my, ive been running for my, my whole life
Running for my, I've been running for my, my whole life
Nothing Is right thats why im drinking tonight
I'm colder, mud in my eyes And im stuck in my mind I told ya

Who am i without all the medicine
Who am i without the broken spinal cord pressed against my skeleton
Who am i if i listened to the people who told me to let em in
I saw disaster and i headed in
Cuz what is life without the adrenaline
Im overzealous and get jelouse when
I reminisce and remember when
I was feeling 100 percent

Ain't my fault that life's strange
Ain't my fault that I paid
I stay up past 2AM over thinking till i muster up a migraine
Fake a smile just to cover up my pain
Just another night ay
One day maybe ill change

I've been running for my, ive been running for my, my whole life
Running for my, I've been running for my, my whole life
Nothing Is right thats why im drinking tonight
I'm colder, mud in my eyes And im stuck in my mind I told ya

Where on earth was this madness from
Never had the time to check what the damage was
Always headin for self sabotage
Try to hide behind all this camouflage
I try to be kind like my grandma was
All it did was get me lost
Life dealt me a shitty pack of cards
Was born in a place that had a lack of god
I dont fucking say much
But i rap a lot

I've been running for my, ive been running for my, my whole life
Running for my, I've been running for my, my whole life
Nothing Is right thats why im drinking tonight
I'm colder, mud in my eyes And im stuck in my mind I told ya

Running for my, ive been running for my, my whole life
Running for my, I've been running for my, my whole life
Nothing Is right thats why im drinking tonight
I'm colder, mud in my eyes And im stuck in my mind I told ya