paroles de chanson I Surrender - Jarrell feat. Maurice Irons

I've gained a lot of bruises on this narrow road
It's always been a fight to see who's in control
Angels and demons fighting for my soul
I gave you all of me now help me let it go
I'm feeling like Abraham trying to have faith and obey even though I don't understand
He told me to sacrifice the thing that's precious I hope I can get it all back again
I'm thinking maybe that's my problem I'm constantly focused on losses
I know he told me he'd give me his resurrection life so why am I focused on crosses
I think back to the time that I started rapping
I had me a little team now I'm the captain
We all had skill and we had passion
Then everybody's character started cracking
I formed it I want to stick around for them
Church elders are telling me it shouldn't happen
Hurt deep but I knew I had to fall back and choose God over comfort and my own planning
The day that we're planted on the planet we've got a plan and we think that we are Lord
But the Lord of the planet got a plan and what is my plan if the planet is destroyed
Do I trust Him more than I trust my wealth is He my treasure
Do I love him more than I love myself God help me

Lord I don't understand, is this really your plan
Because I'm not feeling it
But I know I gotta trust you (I surrender)
I trust you in the valley (I surrender)
I trust you in the rain (I surrender)
I trust you in the struggle (I surrender)
I trust you through the pain (I surrender)
Lord I don't understand, is this really your plan
Because I'm not feeling it
But I know I gotta trust you
I surrender (I surrender)
I surrender (I surrender)
I surrender (I surrender)
I surrender

What you know about suffering homie, what you know about pain my G
What you know about the strain of sanctification, life on another plane my G
I ain't talking about the pain from being stupid
I'm talking about the pain from being a student of God's word you're prepared to do it
Feeling like a forerunner hoping to start a movement
Walking through uncharted territory for His glory I'm living to tell His story
He's with me through every season got a reason for placing this difficult road before me
Looking back it was not random, Divine design the kind I could not fathom
Too in a rush to see all the detail on the derail I couldn't understand it
Like what about the time when God told me to stop writing
In the middle of production I got frightened
I told God I didn't like it but wouldn't fight it
Asked when I could have it back and got silence
I remember that night man, Dre was like "You alright man?"
I told him "God rocked me at a retreat there's a possibility I'll never pick up a mic again."
Guess it finally happened, He took away the thing I feared
I'm trying to kill it for the kingdom but I'm feeling like He's killing my career, that's weird
I thought I would be used to it by now, I don't know letting go is still tough
Lord help me to fix my eyes on you, help me to realize that you are enough

Lord I don't understand, is this really your plan
Because I'm not feeling it
But I know I gotta trust you (I surrender)
I trust you in the valley (I surrender)
I trust you in the rain (I surrender)
I trust you in the struggle (I surrender)
I trust you through the pain (I surrender)
Lord I don't understand, is this really your plan
Because I'm not feeling it
But I know I gotta trust you
I surrender (I surrender)
I surrender (I surrender)
I surrender (I surrender)
I surrender
I surrender

Confusion in my mind, I'm trusting you but it's killing me
It's killing me, don't know why but it's killing me
Staying on my grind, feels like you keep on testing me
Testing me, don't know why you keep testing me
You're the boss and I'm not
Paid the cost and that's high
You never failed me before and that's why I scream with confidence I
I surrender
I surrender
I surrender
I surrender

Lord I don't understand, is this really your plan
Because I'm not feeling it
But I know I gotta trust you
I surrender (I surrender)
I surrender (I surrender)
I surrender (I surrender)
I surrender
I surrender
Lord I don't understand, is this really your plan
Because I'm not feeling it
But I know I gotta trust you
I surrender (I surrender)
I surrender (I surrender)
I surrender (I surrender)
I surrender
I surrender
I surrender (I surrender)
I surrender (I surrender)
I surrender (I surrender)