paroles de chanson May 17th - L.E.B.

(RellyMade)
I don't know how to feel

As I write this song right now I hope that you can see me
I was thirteen years old in my house just watching TV
That's when my dad said, "Deck come here we got a family meeting"
When I got there she just took my hand, that's when I felt the squeezing
She looked us dead in the eyes, said "Mommy got diagnosed
With stage 2 cancer in my breasts and in my lymph nodes"
I'll never forget that feeling
And even when I say it now, still feels like I'm dreaming
The purpose of this song is to tell all of y'all a story
I'm not seeking the recognition, money, or glory
Suddenly I find myself not liking crematories
I'm gon find and kill the devils bitch ass, make that end of story

I'm alright, (right), that's a lie
Yeah, I'm not alright, darker nights (darker nights)
(Breast cancer)
This my battle cry, look me in my eyes
God tell me why, you took her life (tell me why)
(Breast cancer)
I'm alright, (right), that's a lie
Yeah, I'm not alright, darker nights (darker nights)
(Breast cancer)
Mama be my light, this is not goodbye
Spread your wings and fly, be my guide (be my guide)
(Breast cancer)

11 years of fighting back, I don't know how she did it
Every odd was stacked against her, and she didn't quit it
Radiation, scans, and chemo almost every week
And not to mention constant pain and all the countless surgeries
I'm done with this shit, nah, actually I'm done with You
How the hell you take her when we prayed to You?
I probably sound mad, well bitch I'm in a mood
That was my mom man, what you expect me to do?
Trying to smile through the pain and act normal
But sometimes I give in to the grief
Her soul was pure gold, and You stole her from us
I don't break bread with a thief
(Thief, thief, thief)
(Yeah!)

I'm alright, (right), that's a lie
Yeah, I'm not alright, darker nights (darker nights)
(Breast cancer)
This my battle cry, look me in my eyes
God tell me why, you took her life (tell me why)
(Breast cancer)
I'm alright, (right), that's a lie
Yeah, I'm not alright, darker nights (darker nights)
(Breast cancer)
Mama be my light, this is not goodbye
Spread your wings and fly, be my guide (be my guide)
(Breast cancer)
(Yeah, yeah, let's go)
I'm alright, (right), that's a lie
Yeah, I'm not alright, darker nights (darker nights)
(Breast cancer)
This my battle cry, look me in my eyes
God tell me why, you took her life (tell me why)
(Breast cancer)
I'm alright, (right), that's a lie
Yeah, I'm not alright, darker nights (darker nights)
(Breast cancer)
Mama be my light, this is not goodbye
Spread your wings and fly, be my guide (be my guide)
(Breast cancer, breast cancer, breast cancer)