A Solvable Problem

What you did was really fucking shitty
It was really fucked up, really fucked up
And I can't believe I trusted you
God I feel so sorry for your partner because
I don't you'll ever be in a fully committed relationship
Because of how fast you go through things
No matter how hard you want that
It's just gonna keep going over and over again
You're gonna fall into that dark place again
And then you're gonna be destructive
And then you're gonna be angry
And then you're gonna be aggressive
And then you're gonna cut off people
That really care about you
So

In the rubble of your
Love bombing raid
Mistakes I made
In trusting you
I don't need you to validate
My pain don't feign
Anymore compassion for me
While I still have the cavities
Left from your sweet manipulative fangs
Am I just another causality
Am I just another body to add
To your collateral damage
An anguish that only ripens with age
Inability to turn a new page
Will you ever accept your guilt
Or lose it all to blind rage

Non-commitance will be the death of you
Now you know what just two weeks can do
It's a solvable problem
And you can't even try
And the ravens fly overhead
To condemn you to a
Life of loneliness built by your hand

Your apologies are barely more than a sorry
These strangers don't need to arbitrate your mess
You reign tyranny over who I talk to and see
Drowning in a sea of your hypocrisy
Trivializing my suffering when I surrendered all I had to you
Left me on the edge of abyss
And you still expect my goodnight kiss
You watched as I fucking relapsed
And never gave a shit

The cycle is gonna keep repeating
You'll fall back into the dark
Of destruction
Of anger
Of aggression
Say goodbye to those who care for you

Non-commitance will be the death of you
Now you know what just two weeks can do
It's a solvable problem
And you can't even try
And the ravens fly overhead
To condemn you to a
Life of loneliness built by your hand

No I found out through fucking social media
And you didn't tell me, why didn't you tell me
I got into a fucking relationship
And you told me you were mentally ready
You fucking used me Michael
Why did you tell me all of these things
That you were going to do that
And you know my fucking trauma
You hurt me so much more by not telling me
Fuck like I almost fucking relapsed
And I had been clean for four fucking years