paroles de chanson this is what rejection feels like - Marina Lin

If I′m being honest I'm not okay
Doubled my dosage but the pain won′t go away
These couple weeks I haven't felt the same
If I'm being honest I′m not okay

I don′t wanna cry for help
But I'm getting tired pretending so well
I thought I was going steady
But my mind′s got the best of me
I don't know why I′m still here
Honestly

If you took a peek inside of my brain
You'd find the reasons for all of the blame
Constantly drowning
It won′t go away
If I'm being honest I'm not okay

I don′t wanna cry for help
But I′m getting tired pretending so well
I thought I was going steady
But my mind's got the best of me
I don′t know how to live normally

I don't wanna cry for help
But I′m getting tired and I'm not so well
I guess I′m unsteady
'Cause you got the best of me
I hope one day I'll be fine honestly