paroles de chanson no control - Marku

Oh shit look at what i did
Fucked it up for everybody
Just the usual shit
Act like i'ma learn but i treat it like a bit
They say life's a bitch but i treat it like a flick
When i can but i feel like i got no control
The writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
I've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
Thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

I got cool with rock bottom
So i don't even care to climb
I didn't even wanna die, honest
I let it all decline
Didn't take my meds, wasn't trusting 'em
In my head i was fucking tripping
I was fucking tripping out
I got cool with rock bottom
So i don't even care to climb
I didn't even wanna die, honest
I let it all decline
Paranoia was as common as breaths
I got so used to feeling crazy i found comfort in mess

(Wake up)
Pessimistic, always anxious
Stressing to a point for so long
Feels like i'm dreaming
I had a fear of outside when i was fifteen
It took six months to get me back up on my feet
Seeing trails in the mirror completely sober
And when it stopped happening i was surprised that it was over
And honestly i was prepared to be the freak stuck in psychosis

Oh shit look at what i did
Fucked it up for everybody
Just the usual shit
Act like i'ma learn but i treat it like a bit
They say life's a bitch but i treat it like a flick
When i can but i feel like i got no control
The writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
I've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
Thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

But i feel like i got no control
The writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
I've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
Thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

I got cool with rock bottom
So i don't even care to climb
I didn't even wanna die, honest
I let it all decline
Didn't take my meds, wasn't trusting 'em
In my head i was fucking tripping
I was fucking tripping out
I got cool with rock bottom
So i don't even care to climb
I didn't even wanna die, honest
I let it all decline
Paranoia was as common as breaths
I got so used to feeling crazy i found comfort in mess