paroles de chanson II Prelude - Midas

Frankly I'm looking for my peace of mind
I'm daily waking up in cold sweats
And if I grind then I can
Make it less
Painful
I used to feel blessed
Felt my laughter in my chest
I loved life and it's every breath
I'm still good but my mental feel like it's degrading
Though I don't want pity
This is my canvas and I'm just painting
Expressing all of my feelings
Been doing good things
Ain't focused on what brings
Instant gratification
Like insta notifications
Still inside the basement so the gym numbs my inhibitions
If I turned to stone then Midas is personification
Tired I need rest
I guess
This a quest I can't deny
Because of stress
It's best
If I keep going
My purpose is to succeed
I won't owe anything to the ones that made my heart bleed
My craft is Never perfect
Like the princess and the pea
I can feel the little mistakes
When I'm riding on the beat but
I know it's meant to be
It wouldn't be if it was easy
Cause if I blow ima make sure I got the skills to
Please the
People that's listening
So it got me envisioning
Things I could accomplish
But I can't embellish what made me
Midas
Got my own book of spices
And with one hook
A couple verses
I can cook the illest meals
Won't stop till I'm making mills
They'll call me the paper mill
Now I'm looking for a deal
Gold mine looking for a drill

Yeah
I got my friends with me
I know I left a lot of you all in BC
But the memories don't fade
I reminisce about the kid
That went away
Wanted to be accepted
I made a couple mistakes
I struggled with being alone
And I thought that was fixed
It wasn't but what happened lately turned my heart to Brick
No longer spending my everything on some other soul
Body was tired, mental being low was getting old
I think about the good times
But that shits in the past
I tried to make it last
But I was alone for that task
I know I did everything I could with the things I had
No regrets on my part I did my best for that I'm glad
Sometimes the sadness overcomes me
But I'll make it through
Felt like my life wasn't good if I wasn't thinking of you
So now I'm dropping Midas II
Cause I've been really focused
I've been in the Stu
Doing my passion
No longer feel hopeless
Yeah I no longer feel hopeless