paroles de chanson Overthoughts - Noah Schatz

How do I even write this
I can't fall asleep tonight
Too frightened by my own anxiety
Fighting over emotions inside of me
Losing hope but not hopeless
I know
Most of us lonely
We just don't show it or post it
You wanna know me till you know me
Enjoy this show named noah where I fear showing me
18 years spent leaking through these cracks of insecurity
See no one really cares about your dreams
That's why I do not sleep
My family said I'm barely present I think
Wasn't listening
Every breath breathed
Is a couple of seconds less
Meaning, meaning means more
Stress
To do something important before you die
Why do I have to do extra ordinary things to feel alive
Never spending time with the one who made it
Never content with where I'm placed
It's selfish
I hate it
I feel so jaded
3 am pacing
Facing the ceiling
Tryna think way past my feelings
But lately it's late and I feel like not thinking
So off beat I can't I even rhyme to complete this verse

Over over thinking thinking thoughts
All the time just
Lost in my mind oh no whoah
Over over thinking thinking thoughts
All the time just
Paused on rewind oh no whoah

This life is not about me
Every time I see the stars
I believe it
We are far from what we should be
Leaving who we are
Looking for options in alternate endings
Pretending we got it together but secretly fearing xeno
The unknown
Like what do we know
Problems with no solutions
Never knew about racism till Ferguson's' shooting
Further proving the blindness of privilege
Bliss of this ignorance since
We only want truth if we believe it
We seem to seek more happiness
But more doesn't equal it

I JUST WANT PEACE AGAIN
Talk to me God where did you go
Or was it me that went and hid
Saw a side of myself I never wanted to see
Haven't been myself lately
Take me back to when I was a kid
And I would talk to God just to see what's happening
The noise is too loud for me
I'll give you some quiet to think

Over thinking thoughts
All the time just lost in my mind i'm
Over thinking thoughts all the time just
Paused on rewind

PLEASE LIVE
It's 11:29 pm
I walked into my room with the sudden realization that i am alive
It's funny
How long you can live without realizing you're alive
Everything that you are
Every experience, every moment turned to memories
Every thought every feeling good and bad
It's you
Divinely designed and custom made
How fortunate we are to be who we are
The miracle you're looking for is in the mirror
7 billion to infinity is an increasingly small ratio
God didn't make you apart of it to be another number
Look behind your eyelids in silence and tell me there isn't more
Now look up
Write down your ideas and dreams
Try catching them
It's a lot easier said then done trust me I know
The fact you're hearing this is proof of that
Just don't settle
Be intentional and most importantly love freely
Do yourself a favor and please live

Are you
Who you
Wanna
Be
Do you know who you wanna
Are you
Who you
Wanna be
Do you know who you wanna be
It's okay
We're all in the making
That is life guess we cannot change it
All apart of God's orchestration
Becoming who we are in the waiting