paroles de chanson I'm Not Okay - November

I'm losing myself someone save me
Pop another one lord take me
I'm fucking up again just erase me
My body on the floor with a tracing
I think that I'm about to go crazy
You building me up just to break me
I'm drinking 'til everything hazy
Smoking 'til I'm floating like macy's
Never right
I guess the blame is mine
Nothing's working but I'm clocking overtime
Silly little scenes running through my mind
Now i'm over dramatic if I ever cry
Yeah alright alright
How can I be feeling so dead when I'm alive
Why do I forgive when they always tell lies
How could I dream, I'm overthinking all night

I say I'm okay but I'm not okay
I'm losing sleep now you got me weak now it's hard to speak now
I say I'm okay but I'm not okay
I'm on my knees now it's hard to breathe now
I'm not okay

With all this shade in the summertime
I stay awake through the moonlight
Missed texts but I don't reply
But baby I don't wanna die
I don't want to feel this shit I feel anymore
Looking at peace when I'm really at war
They asking if I'm good don't wanna say no
Don't wanna be a burden, I'm good alone
Why do I feel guilty when I'm putting me first
Smile so no one can tell when I'm at my worst
I try to move forward but get stuck in reverse
But pockets always full this anything but a curse
I want you to stay but I'll push you away
People always telling me that this is a phase
If I say no what the fuck are they gonna say
It's only me now i'm all I need now

I say I'm okay but I'm not okay
I'm losing sleep now you got me weak now it's hard to speak now
I say I'm okay but I'm not okay
I'm on my knees now it's hard to breathe now
I'm not okay