paroles de chanson it really just gets worse // DEJECTED - Raynk

"And 40's are older than I ever want to be"
It's never what it seems, man, just know that
Not, in like a good way, or in a bad way, just is what it is
Yo, but it's never what it seems
Uh-huh

They say "It just gets better!", I say "It just gets worse."
They say "Keep your head up!", I say "That's not how this works."
They say "It's not for forever", I say "But forever I'm cursed."
To be at debt to this earth
I look for blessings and worth, but slack off then it's mask on

Like Voorhees, vortices vortex, till the past gone
And future, I can predict by momentum, of the current moment
How monumental are your motions?
Mo' then, what I have now, what I seek to search out, Have I peaked and burned out?

Or is my flame gon' turn out to bonfire and bring together
The night critters with sights bigger for times better
But lost timber, so might shiver, come grab a sweater
It's all out of Goodwill, ego death, more or less

Myself killed for the sake of seeing
The macrocosmic picture
Mad cause most scoff at what seems odd
So often I'm not siding with em

Just gotta be real, man
It's not out of hate or love
It just is, you know
And this is, letting what is, go
Only way to change what will be...

Dejected, perfecting the message, don't let it, define the present
Dying on my own sword
You decide if I was peasant, cause life
Def ain't great but it can be pleasant

At best, it's just a second of warmth
To reside inside a sun setting
Certainly sounds like the ending I wish would form
But even in my final, know I'll still be torn

Storin' storms, suicidal scenes playing out
Sorry, I really tried to make it out
Felt like trash and moms kept telling me to take it out
I really don't even feel hatred now

Numbed up, done with the dumb stuff
Go silent when she asks "What's up?
How come you ain't never stick around?"
Say I'm stuck up too

But I'm the one who always held us down
Nothing new, clear we've been falling out
For some time now
Toxic traits taking tolls

I need a time out
Know it takes two to keep smooth through the turbulence
But all I've felt is dejection and worthlessness