paroles de chanson When Will I Recover? (Bliss) - ReMark

Basin' cocaine, sleepin' on sofas
Recollective memory of recalibrating my dosage
Backpack packed with explosives, explosive attitudes only makes the progress slower
Hormone growth, pistol tote, console voids that your family left and search for some closure in the blow
Therapy wasn't an option, had to resort to the flow, on the microphone, financial situation was far from golden
Growin' up, things were hidden from me
Reality behind the doors of youth naivety
And as a child I didn't know the severity, of the situation I was living care free, but it's only so long you can hide the truth for, as soon as it got exposed to me, yeah I've gone rouge, couldn't bare the fact that it was out my eyes for so long, I was blind but as a child I shouldn't blame myself too much
Yeah
Mental manipulation made me feel a part of the problem
Never heard an apology, never heard em' say sorry
Vague explations from both sides, only blamin' each other, tainted the concept of love for me when will I recover?

When these scenes, are the only things I've seen
No wonder I fucked up, every single opportunity
Paranoid and anxious couldn't find the love and unity
But yet they say, just smile and say cheese
How could I believe?

Recovery, took a while to discover me
I am an anomaly, in nobody's company
Living in atrocity, a tainted monopoly
Say, what's on my mind, but the hate is in me naturally
Saturated mind, full of dynamite and cyanide
Went through the entire fight yet still I've yet to cycle life
Love is just a hiding dark disguised in the shining bright, at least that's what I've been taught growing up, where was my guiding light?
where was my guiding light?
But I will never let my past define me, devour me, the irony is in between the lines I speak up on this beat but I can feel looming defeat, greet the darkness with a smurk disintegrate it into the pieces, leave only debris, I'm ruthless, sippin' on codeine exlusive-ly
Into the bliss I flee
But best believe that my recovery will be the best you'll ever see