paroles de chanson Trauma - Rustage
If
you're
a
younger
fan
than
I
suggest
you
skip
this
track
I've
danced
around
the
subject
but
I've
never
been
this
blunt
in
rap
I'm
kind
of
scared
of
sharing
but
it's
something
that
i
need
to
make
A
tale
of
my
trauma
and
a
tale
of
my
mistakes
When
it
all
started
I
was
at
a
party
been
touched
by
a
man
that
i
didn't
know
I
was
a
kid
and
then
nobody
liked
me
So
I
was
surprised
after
every
stroke
I
didn't
resist
and
then
after
I
felt
kinda
nice
it
was
fine
I
was
like
"This
is
easy
I
don't
need
a
women
I
might
just
continue
and
give
this
a
go"
So
next
I'm
online
and
I'm
strolling
through
craigslist
I
was
too
young
so
I
lied
'bout
my
age
it's
Clеar
I
was
desperate
was
fuеled
by
self
hatred
Next
I
was
trading
these
photos
I'm
naked
Next
thing
I'm
talking
in
ways
that
I
shouldn't
be
They
say
that
they
want
to
meet
up
and
then
agree
Thought
I
was
smart
at
the
peak
of
maturity
Fuck
was
I
not
I
was
stupid
and
I
couldn't
see
I
entered
his
house
it
was
okay
Just
gonna
touch
and
then
go
away
I
take
off
my
clothes
and
he's
locking
the
door
And
I'm
starting
to
panic,
Like
no
way
The
force
of
his
grab
pushed
me
back
As
he
slammed
down
my
body
I
couldn't
leave
I
couldn't
leave,
his
weight
there
on
top
of
me
Head
in
the
bed
so
I
couldn't
scream
I
couldn't
scream
Blinded
by
pain
I
remember
the
blood
and
I
couldn't
see
I
couldn't
see
The
feeling
off
fear
as
it
driving
inside
and
I
couldn't
breath
I
couldn't
breath
I
couldn't
breath
Thought
I
was
dead
Fuck
I
couldn't
leave
The
moment
is
carved
in
my
memory
And
so
There
wasn't
a
day
where
it
wouldn't
bleed
Felt
like
it
when
on
for
centuries
Ripped
me
apart
so
incessantly
A
monster
Devoid
of
all
empathy
But
when
he
finished,
exhausted
he
fell
asleep
He
locked
every
exit
but
one
little
window
I
think
that
he
maybe
forgot
I
kept
on
thinking
that
I
could've
died
If
he
didn't
leave
that
one
unlocked
I
was
in
shock
I
didn't
want
to
tell
anyone,
I
was
embarrassed
and
lost
I
was
a
child
Fuck
I
was
a
child
What
else
could
I
possibly
done
I
couldn't
run
I
couldn't
sleep
It
kept
invading
my
dreams
It
was
a
living
hell
Blocked
out
my
sense
of
smell
So
I
could
have
just
a
moment
of
peace
Crippled
by
PTSD
I
could
be
triggered
by
so
many
things
But
the
internet
made
being
triggered
a
meme
Kept
it
inside,
I
just
wanted
to
scream
Tortured
my
mind
and
it
just
wouldn't
leave
Fucked
up
my
school
Fucked
up
my
life
Fucked
me
right
up
I
would
not
go
outside
I
found
myself
wishing
I
could
just
be
normal
No
breaking
down
crying
in
bed
every
night
Bed
every
night
Bed
every
night
Found
myself
crying
in
bed
every
night
I
was
a
child
Fuck
I
was
a
child
I
was
so
scared
that
I
wouldn't
survive
Wouldn't
survive
Wouldn't
survive
Stood
in
the
tracks
I
was
ready
to
die
Ready
to
let
it
all
end
I
was
done
being
tortured
by
this
kind
of
life
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