paroles de chanson EYEZ//SCARZ - Rxs3

I see the sun coming up
But I'm still snorting off of the table
I don't really give a fuck
About keeping myself safe and stable
Cut the cable, let me free fall
They offer help I know I need it
But this ain't over if I'm breathing
Sunk cost of substances I'm fiending
Got me fucked up
Got me blacked out in the corner
Out the door in early morning
Get ahead of today's scoring
By the afternoon it's gone
I know I fucked up I ain't got no self control
But I need all that and some more
I see hell behind the door

Do it how I wanna
Give a fuck about no karma
Lived in hell before I'm dead
Paved my way, live for my friends

Fly straight off the asphalt, ain't talkin' planes
Know a Cuban link but I ain't talkin' chains
Ice in my chest got me lost in a daze
How'd I get here? I'm amazed, but I
Line it up in broad day
Yeah, I do it my way
While my pupils dilate
Pirouette on ice wearing roller skates
Secret key of inner peace, it bends before it breaks
Never know how much it takes
Never do I take the bait
Only see myself in strangers
But I'm talking to the angels
Think you could walk with me?
I'm the box that set the sinners free
Oh, Pandora, lamb to slaughter, dodgin' facts bout my early grave
Got no time for six feet deep
You cannot come close to me
I been hidin' way outta way, mind not a state
This do not matter, need I remind you
I'm your provider, this what you came for
Ain't it?
Pay attention, 'cause this the show stopper

Do it how I wanna
Give a fuck about no karma
Lived in hell before I'm dead
Paved my way, live for my friends

Drip back like a leaking crack
White smoke curling off the can
Dark life with no back up plan
No shots, AC Milan
Cooped up in a caravan
With a little bag of magic and a flower stash
I'm nothin' but a product of my circumstance
Blame god he made me that, took my soul the devil gave it back in all black
With a pitchfork and a lit torch tellin' me
I'm gonna do some great things some day
But shit
Getting high don't get you paid
Only wastes away the days you can't face
There's gotta be another way, I can hardly show my face
Ashamed the path I take so I pray you don't relate

History repeats itself so I watch time flow backwards
Wrote stanzas to understand it
Memories feel underhanded
Living out the same things
Got cash, all cream
Motivation, no steam
Half mast, know what I mean?
Remember as a kid I used to look for the light
Still do it now but I still end up blind
Stunted at 16
Now I'm livin' in a pipe dream
Memories, my enemy
The past stay dead to me
Escape with coke or ketamine
Every horse makes gelatine
Old ways make by-products
The dairy cow made into Prada
Your old scars tell new stories
Life lived since you swore you couldn't

Your old scars tell new stories
Of the life lived since you swore you couldn't

For me therapy never lasted more than an hour
Just a hint of retreat before my problems reclaim power
Of a sombre mind
I'm trying to tackle all my demons at once
All I ever seem to do is find a new way to run
A new way to destroy myself
A new way to enjoy myself
Fucked up how I always get fucked up
I'm twenty years in, is this all that I've become?