paroles de chanson LAST THING - SAINT JAMESON

Sorry for being pretentious
I just wanna send a message
Sorry for telling the truth
Sorry that you do not get it
Know i been up in the booth
Making shit they wont forget uh
I just hope they dont forget it
Came in the game i wont exit uh
Know its been different since
Sugar came out
Blood on my hands
And gospel out my mouth
I wanna know what i grew up without
Sick of the turmoil
Sick of the doubt
I wont apoligize
I own the finish line
Im just the buisness type
I came to redefine
I came to take whats mine
I came to leave the rest
When i come back to the city ill be the best
Gather the horses
Come get the tanks
Climb up the mountains
Travel the plains
Devil cant kill me
Sick of the pain
If he could kill ne
Id be dead today woah woah

Talking like i done already made it
Talking like i aint afraid to fake it
Talking like i am already famous
Dont know why i am not way past a-list
Talking like i done got the nudes
I make news just to meet the crews
Went to santa yeah i went to cruz
See them cameras boy we gotta move
I think imma curve
I think imma curve uh yh
Tell me whats the word
Tell me whats the word uh uh
Ill never reverse
Ill never reverse uh uh
Tell me im the worst
Tell me im the worst uh uh
Yall been faking
Yall dispensible
Im chilling on it woah
Id get mad about the shit
But thats really just how it goes
When you come from 95th
Its questionable where youll go
Turned my passion into plays
I had em smiling on the low
Recently yall so fake
Yall make songs to be replaced
Im the cheif like keef case
I keep a stack in the breif case
I been through hell so many times
I dont know how im not divorced
But satan cant kill me today
I know it yeah, not a choice

When i came into this world
I came into it innocent
And now ive cussed so many times
You think im sailing on a ship
I said my ego got control of me
There aint a person holding me
I wanna make it at 15
Even if it costs older me
At 13 my biggest fear was being alone
At 15 my biggest fear now is being judged
I tell em every time they ask me
Im doing fine
But i been down so long
That its looking like up
Its looking like up
Its looking like everytime i say something
Its stuck
Now my hands are cold
Now my heart is frigid
All my friends in different states
Ill be back in a minute
Its been one year since the last time i went to my hometown
Cuz my hometown
Stopped feeling like my home
Cuz when you know what to do
With the rest of your life
Its easy as fuck to get up and go

And it held me back
My parents divorced
And my mom was an alchoholic
My dad and i never spoke until recently
Cuz back then he was beating me
I got trauma from it that shit
Affects me today
But despite this all
Know i still kept a smile on my face
Its not an l if you learn
I will always survive
They want it so bad but
I wont let em have none of mine
I grew up in a time
Where looking at screens was normal
For 8 hours a day
I wish i knew what to tell you
I wish i had all the answers
But my judgement gets mighty clouded
When doubt spreads through me like cancer
Its just a notch in my belt
My belt is so full of notches
Its just the time on my watch
But im starting to hear the watch tick
You cant take my hope from me
You cant take hope
Life might be a fight but
I know i want all the smoke
They told me to give up
I thought that that was a great joke
Im gonna make this last one count
So be sure to take some notes
When i wrote this mixtape
I came in ignorant
But left with a new view on this music shit
Now im dilligent
I started it back in april 2022
And this is the product of the life i lived
And im giving to you
I wrote so many songs pretending
To be someone that i wasnt
But eventually i found my fucking brothers
Found my cousins
And you know its word to
Henry rivaan jovanny and alex and david
Im gonna get up on that pedistal
I know imma make it
Its the earth that im shaking
And its the globe that im trotting
And its the suit that im casing
And im gonna line my wallet
And imma donate to charity
Ill come in with an objective
I thank the lord every day
That he gave me a new perspective
Thank goodddddd
Thank godddddd