paroles de chanson That's My Life - Seon

I said I'm tunnel vision get it
Slightly optimistic
Rarely ever switching
Don't forget to go and mention
All the shit that brought me here
Worst of all your fears
I done seen themand it's clear
It ain't ever worth the tears

There no truth inside the lies it's only pain that brought me up
I'm a productive of environments where no one gave a fuck
Selling drugs when I'm in school instead of out and having fun
Only knew to chase a bag they never taught me how love

It done made me who I am I got regrets but that's alright
Try to push all them aside but can't escape it in my mind
Imma take a couple hits to try and make me feel alright
Don't you see me as I am don't you see through my disguise

In the nighttime
Steady tryna get by
I said I'm thankful for the past cause it brought me where I'm at
And that's my life
In the nighttime
I can never think right
It's like I'm knowing where I'm at but I'm never going back
To my old life

I said I'll run until I'm finally lost
Feeling get a lot
Always hating when they come around
And I get in my thoughts
Never chasing as they leave I'm always loving when they gone
You should've seen what I was on and all the ways I do them wrong

I don't think it'd be a problem if I pushed away the pain
Know I'm numbing and it's wrong
But I'm just tryna make it change
I go back to where I was then I'll get caught up in my ways
Abusing drugs I got a habit one that I could never shake

I float away to where I never been
Putting pain behind me
It's beyond the time that I should end
It's beyond the time that I can quit
But let's be honest
Would it help me if I finish it
Probably not it was probably never true
It was probably just a sign for me to find what I could use
On a journey going through
Never seeing what I lose
Never staying where I'm at
You never know what Imma do

In the nighttime
Steady tryna get by
I said I'm thankful for the past cause it brought me where I'm at
And that's my life
In the nighttime
I can never think right
It's like I'm knowing where I'm at but I'm never going back
To my old life

In the nighttime
Steady tryna get by
I said I'm thankful for the past cause it brought me where I'm at
And that's my life