Silhouettes

Silhouettes of my past's mess stuck in my head
I'm left for dead
I cry for help but I know I'll get left on read
Stuck in the chamber again, again in my chamber my bed
I scream and yell and scream for someone
Yell and scream my throat is strepped
You can see hell is the sun once you step in it and you melt
I can tell you what I saw today can't tell you what I felt
Tell me to fail you
I'm on the way, I fail you once again
Want me to tell you I'm a call away, but I am closer than

You ever thought I could be
You should see
Me walk round with my head down in my hoodie
Remember what you told me you thought I could be
I would be
But I am my own nemesis my bully

The pressure piles on my back and I just snap
And you just watch me and you clap
Under attack I fade to black (Ooh)
Are you a zombie or do I just need a nap (Oh ohh)
Can you come stop me like oh
Can you come pop me with my strap
Baby you rock me
Oh hey you just shot me in the back
Hate me or love me
Okay I can see it's half and half
Chase me and jump me
Oh maybe you'll trust me after that
Taste me and fuck me
Oh maybe you'll love me after that
Make me your dummy
Take me where it's sunny
And the blue days are coming
Tuesday I'm a mummy
See you Wednesday unravel
Got to go to battle
Playing guess games with Saturn
Do you see the pattern
I'm a mess hey I'm tattered
Can't you see I'm splattered
On the concrete I'm sloppy
In a field of poppies
And I fade out, I space out
Can you take my brain out
I don't want to feel anything again
Everything's played out

You never thought I could be
So supreme
I walk round with my head down in my hoodie
Remember you told me you want me to bleed
You should see
Cuz I am still my nemesis my bully

You went to walk down the street
And so unfortunately ran into me
What kind of sorcery could turn you to me
You see the horns on me and know you should flee