paroles de chanson Heaven - Xenai

They say Heaven is a place in the sky
I think Heaven is a state of mind
I think Heaven is a state of mind
I'm in Heaven coz I made it mine

I think it's easy to be, so complacent about it
If we could ever be free, then why behave around it
If no one's questioning me, then why be anxious bout it
If I'm just a number then why am I counting on it
I think it's coz deep down there's a longing for it
A silence beneath the sounds yeah I'm falling for it
I try to find it every morning before I start the day
Then it don't matter what happens after i meditate
I took a tab of acid twice during my college days
First trip had me thinking I was god like Hercules
I was on the pinnacle of truth that's right
Had me feeling there was nothing left to do I cried
Coz I was suffering from heart break (mmhmm)
Blamed it on my self the self hate
My thoughts were nothing like it is today
I gave my power away
Gave my power away

They say Heaven is a place in the sky
I think Heaven is a state of mind
I think Heaven is a state of mind
I'm in Heaven coz I made it mine
They say Heaven is a place in the sky
I think Heaven is a state of mind
I think Heaven is a state of mind
I'm in Heaven coz I made it mine

My second trip, was nothing like the first though
I was chasing after a memory cursed woah
Flashbacks to some trauma I had in the past
Like watching my dog get hit by cars going fast
Ugh I was only eleven at the time
Seeing death and pain and a darker shade of life
Add to that another romance that left me broken
Made me see that suffering is more a state of mind
But I was suicidal for a very long time
Even made attempts at taking my own life
One of which i did while opening my third eye
Couldn't sleep that night, kept seeing Mama cry
I was suffering from heart break (mmhmm)
Blamed it on myself the self hate
My thoughts were nothing like it is today
I gave my silence away
My silence away

They say Heaven is a place in the sky
I think Heaven is a state of mind
I think Heaven is a state of mind
I'm in heaven coz I made it mine
They say Heaven is a place in the sky
I think Heaven is a state of mind
I think Heaven is a state of mind
I'm in Heaven coz I made it mine

Haunted by the voices in my head
Hearing mama cry some of my friends dead
Fear of a future I didn't wanna face
My attachments to life had me running away
Then I realized this life isn't really mine
At least not my ego's gotta let him die
I guess that's how it is in the afterlife
In life is death in death is life
Can this be a lesson of self reflection?
What if right here, right now we can get to heaven
It seems far fetched you're right don't even listen
But I chose freedom the day I suffered my blessings
A question I heard piqued my interest
Do you experience suffering or suffer your experience
That was something I heard from a Guru
And it stuck with me immediate

If we have to die to get to heaven
What if that right there is the connection
Now a verse from any holy book makes sense to me
A calling from within how it speaks to me

They say Heaven is a place in the sky
I think Heaven is a state of mind
I think Heaven is a state of mind
I'm in Heaven coz I made it mine
They say Heaven is a place in the sky
I think Heaven is a state of mind
I think Heaven is a state of mind
I'm in Heaven coz I made it mine