paroles de chanson Harsh Reality - aRaY

Reality so harsh and it is so painful
Feel my talents become so wasteful
I trusted the process now I feel shameful
Don't ever ask me what I bring to the table
My level at the highest no else seems able
Our lives treated in a manner that's playful
None of you my family cos I only see betrayal
Gossip forever everyone's unfaithful
Not my style but I announce your grave sins
Held it in the bank now there's no saving
Words from me nothing less than scathing

Minding my own but now it's my business
Every single person is on my hit list
Aiming for all and I rarely miss hit
Lord may accept but I can't forgive shit
I no longer have that ability
Broke my peace no more tranquillity
Been dead silent and that was killing me
Cold hearted there's no more chill in me
Nightmares are real now not fulfilling me
It's not one of those that you pass off as silly me
Played it calm and I did it so willingly
Time has come to resurrect the soliloquy
Can't hide away from your past transgressions
I don't really like to shout and threaten
I warned you time ago now you'll feel aggression
Answer for your sins imma bring the questions
Harsh reality there's so much air I'm losing
Fully on the ropes like I'm wrapped with six nooses
Complimented on my talents and I still get booted
Don't speak to you cos of who you're in cahoots with
Judgement day looming best know what your doom is
Planned for a while now jury executing
Bad mood on smoke and I'm constantly fuming
No indirects it's everyone I'm shooting
Some have already written off my future
Sometimes I think I was meant to end sooner
Even the nicest tends to be a user
The lord showed signs of who you are

Wellbeing this and wellbeing that
Just another bunch pretend they feeling bad
Modern marketing scheme yeah it's mad
I don't forget and I'm keeping track
Raising stakes intend on sweeping cash
Tears run dry I'm not a weepy lad
Piss take time I'm leaking facts
I hate you all wanna leave intact
Feeling dead far from suicidal
Reality though it's just a ruined cycle
Numb inside sometimes sitting idle
Madness bout to come out too long on bridle
Ego the weakness for anyone that's prideful
Stand in my way then you all taste a rifle
Don't care about anyone it's only my survival
I'm no longer that guy that used to be mindful