paroles de chanson florida water - brooklyne b.

I'm deeply connected to ur light
And your darkness
Your in between well
You don't allow me much access to

It's always so extreme with you
The best and the worst parts of you
You share
But the biggest part of you is elsewhere

You only need me when you need me
And i so desperately want you
Need you to need me
So i feel needed
What's wrong with me that I want to meet your darkness and not my own?
I want to nurture your wounds but not my own

The beauty is that is the mother in us wants to mother that thing into love
But whats the disconnect
Why we give to others and not ourselves when we are the ones the bleeding out

My therapist said I attract those that are unavailable because I'm unavailable to myself
I have to remind myself:
I am connection
I am mother
To me

Say these affirmations over water
Breathe in the water
Then pour it out to Earth
My broken heart is mended by the waves of the water
The tears I spent crying over you
Were really my disappointment
In the neglect of myself
And my healing
I just used you as a placeholder
It was easier to love you than me
It was easier to give you grace than me
Because I expect so of much of me
And little of you
But I need to find the balance in the two
I loved you then
I love you now
I'll love you forever
But I release you to love
Be loved by another