Текст песни in deep thought - Merc!

Sitting by myself alone and I think
How would life be if I have done things differently?
Looking around me taking the view in
Seeing if life is what I thought it was anymore

Scooping things out my mind
I reflect myself all the time
My brain is my journal
It makes my heart feel thermal

Look up high to the sky
I see my future, could be bright
But everytime I think of it
My mind gets lost

I'm in deep thought
It seems my heart is lost
Looking at the world
Which has for sure changed me

People making moves in life
While I'm stuck for half of the time
Trying to see
What is next in store for me

Sometimes I end up talking to my friends who are trusted
And half of the time, I feel like I'm saying stupid shit
I feel like most of the time, I'm wasting a minute of their lives
Because I don't ever express myself clearly

Walking around these halls
I feel I'll trip and fall
And fall in a void of endless doubt

People in life may have hurt me
But I came right up on my feet
And said my fuck you's to whoever did me dirty

I'm in deep thought
It seems my heart is lost
Looking at the world
Which has for sure changed me

People making moves in life
While I'm stuck for half of the time
Trying to see
What is next in store for me

I'm in deep thought
Thinking 'bout life from the start
Sometimes when you're lonely
You think 'bout where you should be

I'm in deep thought
Thank my soul for the drought
I know it'll take time
But at least I'm living my life

I'm forever grateful for what the world gave me
A nice personality and a supportive family
I wouldn't be anywhere if I never realized
That I am so independent on my own

While people out there may try to hate on me
I'm doing things in life they'll possibly never see
So once again I go back to the garden
And sit here and think on my own

I'm in deep thought
It seems my heart is lost
Looking at the world
Which has for sure changed me

People making moves in life
While I'm stuck for half of the time
Trying to see
What is next in store for me

I'm in deep thought
Thinking 'bout life from the start
Sometimes when you're lonely
You think 'bout where you should be

I'm in deep thought
Thank my soul for the drought
I know it'll take time
But at least I'm living my life