Текст песни insomnia - Extended Anniversary Version - Merc!

It's another one of those days
Where it can't seem to go my way
I know life isn't like that
But this time, unfortunately a fact

I can't go to sleep
Your actions corrupted me
And everyday it seems like
I can't breathe because of this

(Insomnia) I wonder could we ever make it right?
(Insomnia) you really let your mother get to you
(Insomnia) it feels like I've gotten very lazy
(Insomnia) Going back and forth, for all these days

Thinking about it, I'm noticing a big pattern
People lying to me all the time
At this point I can't even cry

In the morning I daydream about somebody loving me
It happens in the night too, it never is the same again

If you really were sorry, you wouldn't have had
My friend saying everything about how you feel
When you're next to me, I wish that I couldn't breathe
I guess those nights of thinking was worth it
Because I know what to say now (You're not sorry, no.)

Thinking all my life decisions
I thank the universe
Cause now I opened my eyes
And I'm not allowed to cry

You are completely worthless
And I don't have to feel like this
Because with your hands in your pockets
Walking around me so awkward (I'm over it!)

Thank you to all who have broken my heart
I'm so much better
If you never left me, my best songs wouldn't exist

And even though I'm a changed person
I've changed for the better
I'm rising like the moon
I'm bringing the light that shines in my darkness!

(Insomnia) Your days of torture will finally end!
(Insomnia) I'll feel free moving on to someone who loves me
(Insomnia) there's no more days of being lazy
You'll be left behind, and you'll never get to feel my presence again

(It's done, it's finally over...)