Текст песни Part I: Run - Nuria

I'm losing faith in things I can do
Scared of falling right back into patterns I resent too much
I used to hate my imitators
Now I straight up feel like one
The old me is left behind
I don't remember how she writes
I don't know what she likes
Or how she speaks
What's funny to her or how she blinks
And I miss her

In America they asked me why I was so quiet
Why are you so quiet?
Well, maybe 'cause the city's loud
I was just being me
I guess when you don't look into a mirror, my reflection's all you see
I kept it in, my arm turns red (so?)
I bleed it out, you lie to dad (home)
And now I'm walking through the forest, through the forest on my own
I notice patterns in my life and then sit back and let them fold
I see my hands writing these lyrics
But the world has different sights
Which means I am on the brink of dozing off into a hide
I think it's weak to let the masses bulldoze everything you do
But soon enough there's bills to pay and now my stomach need some food
I want my parents to relax
I'll take dad to Rocky Mountains and my mother to Japan
Feel the wind, you've done enough
But if I want you to rest, I need to make sure I can run
I hope I can run
I hope you'll let me run
Let me