Текст песни 4:44 Am - 16raheem

Fight my battles, you ain't see me hurting
I been wanting to quit, but keep going
Show go on no, I can't close the curtain
They switching up, they wasn't from me for certain
See my gift and I can see the purpose
Used to be a joke, a Eddie Murphy
I put my head down cause I'm steady working
You in the dark you be forever lurking

You don't wanna see me win
You be hurting me cause I know you don't wanna see me grin
Put my heart into expression
You see pain from how I been
I need time for me to chill cause I been living on the edge
I keep challenging myself I put my soul up to the test
I put money to the music then I play with all the rest
They had crossed me, I couldn't even take it hard for me to digest
How you feel when everybody leeching tired of the pests
I got photographic memory, I can't forget your face
I can't go back where I started, I know that shit not my place
I got older, I got in this music industry with greats
They hurt me when my idols had really turned into some snakes
They had crossed me, they a snake me out this life of being betrayed
I had put my heart in music, I can't take it to the grave
They not nothing like my soul, I cut them off, it's like a shave
You got jump into the dark and it was hard, was feeling brave

Really hurt me that I took you to the places that was close to me
I can feel you slipping, move away so you not close to me
We not on the same time, I'm growing and you staying down
I been getting more serious, tighten up, you playing around
Still remember 2017 like it was yesterday
Do you know the feeling, everything you living seeming fake
Woke up in your arm, I had some nightmares, I'm not comfortable
Fuck it out the bed, I run it up till I got multiples
All I do is put my pain away until it spin around
I know that the people talking all my word and getting around
I was rolling leaf, was poppin' psych was hurting, sitting around
God came around and found me lost, and guide me to me feeling proud
I was at your house, won't say too much but I slept on the ground
Ever been so hurt inside, you can't even feel the pain from out
Try hard not to reminisce, cause I know my life harder now
Only time I'm ever feeling love is when my mama smile
I turned 20, spent it with my granny, then went hit the stu
Then I chilled and spent it with some family in the others stu
Ever been through pain and kept a smile cause I'm the living proof
Everybody still won't watch me eating, it's a petting zoo

They don't even know what I went through to get this level too
Yeah I felt the pain, when they don't love you, they be killing you
Ever heard somebody that you love, they tryna hurt themselves
Swear I'm scarred forever, what I heard, no it will never heal
Fuck em if they doubting, this for me don't care who's showing love
Long nights and long days, we pray for this, I gave my bro a hug
Told him if you need me, hit my line for game that I can preach
He don't know I need it more than him, but I won't ever reach
Everyone I love, except like four or three turns to at leech
They get to a point where you like fuck it, you won't even screech
I had sobered up, got off the weed, it kept my thinking deep
Pray to God I wake up having visions when I fall asleep
I'm stressing about my life no I'm not counting sheep, yeah

I swear it been a while since a tear leaked
Ever been so hurt that you just try to cry
But nothing coming out your eye, that shit be staying dry
I be wanting to give up, but don't want to die
Just for you I put my heart up on that line
I said that I love you like a million times
But it don't mean nothing if you won't never try