Текст песни Doubles (feat. Sfweeb) - 33scrap

I think and perceive and I call it reality
Fading away with the feeling
Must be the thing that I seek
A realer reality sought with the kids from the hood when we weak
Weaker than limbs on the underfed kids that were friends of the past
They was some ghosts
Vapid I figured from drained inhibition
Mirrors not needed, we all were some rats man
Know I knew many a minor with draining the pain on the mind though
We was the same
Gutter the main frame, that we saw through
Stutter, the brain pain what I call through
What I call through
Call and that shit is a no-go
Tone cuts to dead, no message left, no one is left from the wreckage I left
Tone cuts to dead, no message left, no one is left from the wreckage I left
Right away, stray from the things that embody me
Body these verses I'm cursing astrology
Fucked from the stars
Straight from the start and I don't care
And I don't care, yeah I don't mind
Splitting the mind
We was just left from the first served
Swerved from the course and the path of the past
Learned from the fools and we know now
Doubles, if anything, beckon the start of a new cast
And it's curtains now, yeah it's curtains now, uh
Double the vision, cease intermission, the energy crazy I tell you
Just watch

Geneticist, engineered genocide
Pierce through the vein and then pump in formaldehyde
I cannot wait to die
Relapse it high me like shit is high tide
Synapses lit up and induce the high
Tracks like a train, my heart's already died
I don't want fame, all I want is to sleep at night
Resist the knife
Insomnia, endless awake, always restless
Surrounded by snakes that feed off the depression
Drop in the lake, with bricks, now that I'm tethered
Sink to the bottom, my version of heaven
Eviscerate
Cardiovascular system, the scalpel it glisten
Remove in one sitting
Debilitate
Every one of my senses by cutting the brain stem from my spinal column
I'm done with it
Nothing more than I hate than the sentience
Every human I've met exude pestilence
Every piece of hatred I inherited
Disassociate, think about death again
Trying so hard, can't go back to the Heroin
I can't go there again
I can't be that again
Now I'm at war again
War with my own fucking head
It just begs me for life
Fucking begs for a shot, for an ending
I can't see it ending
I can't see a light
Can't see any brightness, just more fucking violence
In silence, I still beg for quietness
I need a lobotomy
Tie me the fuck up and drop me into the sea