Текст песни Structure - 919slum

Sort myself, disorganized mess
Purple heart with the eyes, only flesh
Skin, muscle, break me down to a structure
I can't feel real 'til my lungs fuckin' punctured
Watch me laugh, cry, then die on the curb
Smash my head, watch and just observe
Don't try to save what you could never make
Don't ever copy me, don't ever recreate

I've been sick enough not to speak
Feel the dread, the places I've reached
The hearts I've broken, and all the missing teeth
The souls I've hurt, so who am I to be?
Somewhat here, halfway a ghost
Days end deep in lachrymose
If I lose myself tonight, you will make a toast
But the people I've hurt done me in the most

My skull's broken, jaw is caved-in
Life in amazement, blood for the taken
I'm on the floor with the rug of a boar
Check my BP, it's a new high score
16 blunts in 4 by 4s
Doin' sets roasted like a smore
But I know what the dope's all for
So I don't feel when my mind's sore

Sort myself, disorganized mess
Purple heart with the eyes, only flesh
Skin, muscle, break me down to a structure
I can't feel real 'til my lungs fuckin' punctured
Watch me laugh, cry, then die on the curb
Smash my head, watch and just observe
Don't try to save what you could never make
Don't ever copy me, don't ever recreate