Текст песни My Name - Will Omit , A.K.B.

This isn't for me
But I can't say that it is for you
I feeling lonely but there is nothing you can do

So tell me, is my life real?
Or this not flesh and blud?
I can tell you how that I feel
But you cant feel "the hurt"

Or are my bones not strong enough
To hold my body
I can't see nobody that would hold me up
So let me Rise against the storm
And I will let me fly the way I'm born
But I will let you know that
I want my mtf home back
And there is no time no more to wait
Inside of me is fire that gives me faith
So I will let you know that, I want my mtf home back

So tell me, is my life real?