The Dead Rise

The way I circumnavigated
From the energies that's unreciprocated
No more pain to feel I'm somewhat here sedated
Time for me to heal in spaces I've created
See the effort that was unappreciated
I would never take it back
In fact I'm glad I fucking gave it
Cause of that found what I lacked
Became a name you do not play wit'
No more dead weight to carry
Scary how we levitated

I rose from out the dirt that I was covered in
Did a little work and started coveting discovering
That some things gotta die for you to see there's more to life
I went ghost as my reply and treated them like poltergeist
Cause the old me is dead now
Let's put that to bed now
Had to kill the ego but the spirit's truly fed now
Wings now spread out
Soaring into flight
Hit these newer heights as I be pouring into life
Tragedy it fucking change me
And rearranged my lens
I looked at people strangely
And rearrange my friends
Circle got a little tighter
To them whom I can depend
The load it got a little lighter
Lenny them Of Mice and Men
See I've been turned the page with a very simple goal
To get out of this grave and go and resurrect my soul
Redirect control
Moving on a positive note
This happy place where I can magically float

The way I circumnavigated
From the energies that's unreciprocated
No more pain to feel I'm somewhat here sedated
Time for me to heal in spaces I've created
See the effort that was unappreciated
I would never take it back
In fact I'm glad I fucking gave it
Cause of that found what I lacked
Became a name you do not play wit'
No more dead weight to carry
Scary how we levitated

Feel like I was born again
A second opportunity
Successfully resuscitated
Throw away the eulogy
Third vision is activated
The sharpest acuity
Could see who's really foolin' me
And the one's that are true to me
No immunity to snakes that are full of buffoonery
Causin' a fuckin' robbery
Takin' my mamas jewelry
Situation ruined me and changed the kid I used to be
Went from everything's a joke to takin' shit seriously
On top of that muthafuckas bullying me
Who supposedly had my back would hella run usually
Thats lunacy
Had to change the way that I see
The ones who don't reciprocate
Cutting off continuity
Including those who tried manipulating me
Judging for past mistakes as if you live so perfectly
Fuck a narcissist
Describing you down to a tee
R-I-P to former self cuz the rest of its history

The way I circumnavigated
From the energies that's unreciprocated
No more pain to feel I'm somewhat here sedated
Time for me to heal in spaces I've created
See the effort that was unappreciated
I would never take it back
In fact I'm glad I fucking gave it
Cause of that found what I lacked
Became a name you do not play wit'
No more dead weight to carry
Scary how we levitated