Текст песни Generally Miserable - Akira the Don

Uh, do I feel happy in life?
Um
Um, let's see

Let's say I hope I'm finding happiness, right?
So for me, um, until I can realize certain things in my work
Um, I come the closest to being happy
And I can say that also about my life
Well it only happens, I think, in moments
Sometimes when I'm working
And I'll be able to, uh
Uh... fulfill a scene truthfully and then I think I'm the happiest
Well, I find it very stimulating to keep studying and working
Um... uh, but I'm not just generally happy
If I'm genuinely anything I guess I'm genuinely miserable

Um, I'm not just generally happy
If I'm genuinely anything I guess I'm genuinely miserable
Um, I'm not just generally happy
If I'm genuinely anything I guess I'm genuinely miserable

I don't know
Uh, sometimes, I don't know. I think sometimes I do
Sometimes I don't which is natural, I guess, for everyone
Um... I would like to be more sociable than I am
On some days
Sometimes I'll chat when I'm not pleased
But sometimes the work itself requires more, uh
That I'm quiet and to myself more
And other days like during a musical number I try not to get too
Uhh, I'd like to be more outgoing
Because that's what I have to express
And so I try to keep it general
I try to, even if I feel like it or not I'll try to make the effort
To make contact with people around me
Yes, because I could easily be alone
It doesn't bother me to be alone
Some people I know, they don't like to be alone. I don't mind it
I need it as a rest and yes, it kind of refreshes myself
Yeah, and a rest

Um, I'm not just generally happy
If I'm genuinely anything I guess I'm genuinely miserable
Um, I'm not just generally happy
If I'm genuinely anything I guess I'm genuinely miserable

Um, I'm not just generally happy
If I'm genuinely anything I guess I'm genuinely miserable
Um, I'm not just generally happy
If I'm genuinely anything I guess I'm genuinely miserable

Yes, I think there's two things in human beings that they
As I think there is in myself
Um, that they want to be alone but they also want to be together
You know?
Because I think I have also a gay side to me, also a sad side
And I think that's the way with people, also
But there is something in people they want
They need solitude for a while