Текст песни I'm Not Suicidal I Just Wanna Fly - Alex Ebert

So I was walking up this mountain
With two umbrellas in both of my eyes
I got to her, she's standing on the top there,
She's got a gigantic tear that's
Been building up for years on her cheek
And it's dehydrated all of her body
And her skin is withering, shiverings
The wind is picking up,
And I scream I love you,
As I see her but the wind picks up every
Letter every syllable and scatters it into the ocean
But I love you, and again,
My letters and syllables was snatched from my
Lips and slingshot round the edge of this clif
And I watched, I went to the edge and saw as the words
Came smashing down on the barely visible ground below,
Then I thought to myself shit, it's a sign,
And I've been back in the following
Signs so, I thought I am gonna jump fuck it,
So I turned to her and I said
Goodbye, I'm not suicidal I just wanna fly,
So I, I stepped my foot right of that clif and started feeling the
Wind as I'm falling on my face and through my fingers and through my
Hair and, on my crutch and round my ass,
And I'm falling and then suddenly those umbrellas come flying out of
My eyes like they where caught by the air or
Something and suddenly I can see, the ground,
Getting closer, and I'm falling and I'm falling and I'm
Falling, and suddenly, I'm standing on solid ground, again, hah,
That's what happens when you jump