Текст песни Junkie Story - Angel of Discord

Been traumatized since I was ten
I seen things that don't relent
I don't sleep when I have
Those dreams
That ricochet a dark day again

I don't eat when I turn to the bottle
Put the Pedal to the metal
When I crash her Benz

My defeat been an addict
To this sick shit
I crash into a tree
In her brand new Benz

Fall off the deep end and land
Locked outta keeping amends
Collisioned with the Benz
Keeping the dreaming
Of demons intense
Been lost in the sauce
And craving again
If you got some more wasted words
To save me just save it
Know I'm faded
In the hearse
I'm too jaded
To get first fallen angel dead
In dead worst BOOM

Pull yourself up if you
Wanna be one in a million
Inner strength to beat the odds
We're punching glass ceiling
We Breaking down
Or Breaking through
Know I'm just another
Dead junkie to you
Junkie to you
Crash that AOD
That Junkie
You never looking down
At where I fell but
This is how an addict
Pulls himself from hell
Boom

Junkie Story
Playin all Hunky Dory
On that block that Monkey
Scoring off a Hollywood Whore He
Just met, knows he gotta quit her
He can see morally
He can see morally
But he can't up and leave
Bet he wish he could get sleep
He gets zero
Yet he still thinks
He could be a hero
Watch his city burning
While he fiddles like he Nero
Fearful Tears over Lost Pills
On the ground
Digging for em like Fossils
If that don't kill him
Odds are a million
To Nill

Pull yourself up if you
Wanna be one in a million
Inner strength to beat the odds
We punching glass ceilings
By Breaking down
We Breaking through
I know I'm just another junkie to you
Junkie to you
Crash that AOD that Junkie
You never looking down at where I fell but
This is how an addict pulls himself from hell
Boom

Woke up on the road
With my teeth knocked out
In the broken bloody fountain
See the nerves stick out
I lost two quarts now
Spilled over the ground Well
Lightheaded and I'm hazy
And too dazed to call for help
Young but already could die in
Missoula's downtown streets
Yet I got a strange feeling
There's a plan for me
So I, start the bike just to crash
'Round the bend
The Blur, When it all blend
Phasing back in again
Hear the hum, of the bike
See text lights from my friends
99 on the mile meter
Blowing wind
Am I even alive, or is this jive
And I'm dead?
Cause I been dying to live
But dying instead
Miles of Aberrations
And driving way too fast
Are you running from a Babylon too
I know it's easy to crash
I can't escape out of hell
All the worlds a cell
As an addict there's one option
That's to work on myself
Trauma compartmented and blacked
Memories not intact
But I'm alive so Imma
Thank God for that
DUIs to pay a thousand dollars back
MIPs all stacked
These oping methods lacked
All because I started off
On a bad track
Now Try to blame a kid
For escaping that
But they didn't think
That I'd live to tell
This is how an addict
Pulls himself from hell

Pull yourself up if you
Wanna be one in a million
Inner strength to beat the odds
Punching glass ceiling
Breaking down
Breaking through
I know I'm just another junkie to you
Junkie to you
Crash that AOD that Junkie
You never looking down
At where I fell but
This is how an addict
Pulls himself from hell
Boom

Burned at the Stake
I made my Mistakes
Prolonging my Struggle
The way that I Laugh
You wouldn't know
That I have Trouble still
Cause the aftermath panic attacks
Rumble til
I'm off the crafted path
And I fall back on a couple pills
But if I do that events
Stack double til
The Subtle impacts jumbled spill
Rubble cracks bubbles
Crumble til my Blacked out
Wish mumbled enact
And start me pummeling back
Must stay humble to not fuck it up

But the boy's a junkie
Broken head arm bloody
These razors aren't the only ones cutting
Mind fuzzy
They're chasers
But more than tasters he looks
Too muddy to get clean
But he still pops the bubbly
That he won't quit
His soul fit to get lit
He sinks to the pit
But the world don't come with
He's over it
Everything's gone to shit
Just one more hit, he rips
He slips and

Shiiiit