Текст песни BREATHE - Ant Jaheim

Phone ringing
Momma call my phone saying
How far you are from home?
I'm bout less then 10 mins away
I'm pretty close
She says oh
Drive up to the driveway
Her and bro get in the whip
She says go
Speaking in tongues
Rebuking the enemy
So I know
It's something serious
Hit the corner
See police lights and cars
So I start to get curious
I park get out the whip
I see my sister on the floor
Damn
I get mad
The whole block outside
And I see my fam
Wondering what's going on
This can't be real
I just don't understand
Must be a bad dream
I pinch myself
Im asking Lord why me
Why I gotta see her like this
(Why I gotta see her like this)

Just breathe
This for the ones that understand
The pain that come with losing a friend
My best friend, my homie, my big sis
If anybody was tripping
She would bold up her fist
My big sis, life of the party
Some family gatherings don't feel the same no more
Since you can't make it
I turned 21 this year
They threw surprise party for me
I'm sad you weren't there
When I walk down that aisle
Or when I have my first child
Or when Miracle is in her cap & gown
I'm praying that we'll all know
Your in a better place
And we won't let our pain get in the way
Just breathe

Gotta remind myself it's ok to cry
Gotta remind myself one day we all gonna
And it hurt to see your loved ones pass you by
Like we was just laughing
Now I got tears in my eyes
This real life
You can keep the fantasies
My homie lost his momma to an OD
I pray God feel him
When he weak
My other homie in them streets
Some homies ain't make it home
Some homies in a cell
Talking to they folks through the phone
My pops said the streets
Will only lead to prison or death
That could've been me

Oh Just breathe
Ohh just breathe
Time and time again
We done tried again
I can't do this on my own
(On my own)
Lord I need your help
And I gotta find a moment
I need a moment
I Gotta find a moment to breathe
Just breathe
To just breathe
Time and time again
We done tried again

Lord I need more strength when I lose my loved ones
I know we all got a day
But I ain't know her's would come
At least this early
25 so young
Been there since momma birthed me
Had our ups and downs
Cause no family is perfect
So many we done lost
I promise even if I don't show it
It still hurt me
When I lost you
I thought I was gon lose myself
Thought I was gon act a fool
And abuse myself
But I looked around and seen
I wasn't by myself
Must be your love still living
And your smile still bringing me joy
Reminds me that I'm still that one little Boy
That don't got it all together
Sometimes I put the blame on myself
When I really gotta find time to breathe
Lord help me

And to the dealer
That did you dirty
I forgive you bro
Just know there's time to repent
The clock ain't ticking slow
I could've reacted out of anger
Could've caught you slipping
Eeny, meeny, miny, moe
Catch a tiger by the toe. If he hollers
Let him go
But what good come outta that
Tryna lead lost souls
Not lay a sucka on his back
I seen too much of that
I'm getting better day by day
I'm learning we all need some type of healing
As the world keeps spinning
I found a answer to why we keep sinning
In this wicked world
You broke my father's heart that night
He couldn't say goodbye to his baby girl
My other sister on the line
Telling her to park
So she don't swerve
Felt the presence of the lord
Hugging me
Telling me to trust even when it hurt
These prayers different
When you've seen the worse
I look at our picture everyday
I can't see you on a shirt
I know you'd want me to keep going
Even through the struggle and all
Told me brother get back up
Whenever I would fall
This deeper then rap
Forget tryna make it
How can I do this all for myself
When I seen my sister on that pavemet
How can I forget
This ain't a game we playing
Been losing my people
Left and right
No cheat codes
When you playing with your life
My only insight is
Giving it to Christ
I'm hoping you did by now
By the end of this ride
Cause I know how it feel
When you broken inside
Like you can't catch a break
The devil is a lie
Just breathe

Not 4 Me

Time and time again
We done tried again
I can't do this on my own
(On my own)
Lord I need your help
And I gotta find a moment
I need a moment
I Gotta find a moment to breathe
Just breathe
To just breathe
Time and time again
We done tried again

You the brightest star up in the sky
You gon shine forever
Heard you had to go this early
Wish we had more time together
Ima miss your contagious laugh
And your smile forever
You know if there was any problem
With these I'll call whenever
Ms. Charles
You tore the family up
We wasn't ready for your departure
Still talking to God asking what's the reason
That he called you
Forever love down here
We gon keep your name lit, Regardless
Ms. Charles
Tell all our dead folks we said hi
Everybody missing everybody
I'm trying not to cry
God gained another angel
We gained another ear up in the sky
Forever talking to you
On these lonely nights
As the years go by
Ms. Charles