intro (end of the world) - extended

How can I tell if I'm in the right relationship?
Aren't you really supposed to know that shit?
Feel it in your bones and own that shit?
I don't know

Then I had this interaction I've been thinking 'bout for like five weeks
Wonder if he's thinking 'bout it too and smiling
Wonder if he knows that that's been what's inspiring me
Wonder if he's judging me like I am right now

I don't care
I'd rather tell the truth (truth)
Than make it worse for you (you), mm

If the sun refused to shine
Baby, would I still be your lover?
Would you want me there?
If the moon went dark tonight
And if it all ended tomorrow
Would I be the one on your mind, your mind, your mind?
And if it all ended tomorrow
Would you be the one on mine?

Please, pay me no mind
While I jump into your skin and change your eyes
So you see things through mine (through mine, through mine, through mine)
Can't you sense me? I've been right here all this time (all this time)

Would you still be here, pretending you still like me? (Would you still be?)
Pretending you don't regret not thinking before asking?
Now you're long gone in Cali (now you're long gone)
And me, I'm still unpacking (I'm still unpacking)
Why I even allowed you on the flight

I broke your heart because you broke mine (I broke your heart)
To me, I am the bad guy (I am the bad guy)
'Cause I'd already grieved you
And you started to realize
I do need you, I did (mm)
I wish I could un-need you, so I did