Текст песни Big Cat - Atomic Guava

She, seductress of courage and monarchy
Posed, high in the branches she lies in wait for my neck
Unflinching as she stalks across the chessboard
At least she's not negligent
Philosadistic mother, hell hath no fury like her
With claws or scissors?

I am the child of the Big Cat
The rotten fruit of her womb
I am her black-eyed princess
Now the world knows how you loved me
This is how you loved me

You stripped me down to sinew and shame
Took a drill to my skull and nailed there 'I was to blame'
My degradation to repent upon your bruises and pray
Tell your God it's my turn

I am the alpha, I am the alpha now
You are the carcass I crush between my jaws
I asked the beldam, 'where is your hostage now?'
I am the alpha, I am the alpha
Bow

All you want you can pray for me
Cleanse my unholy tendencies
From the base of my scalp grow horns
Proudly flaunt them as you hide yours
So impious

I am the child of the Big Cat
The rotten fruit of her womb
I am her black-eyed princess
Now the world knows how you loved me
This was your choice
This is mine

Let our company answer the cry
Let them stone you and force you to suffer as
I, Martyr for memories you falsify
Prowl, sprung from your dungeon
I am your bringer of death
Unflinching as you kneel upon my chessboard
No act of ambivalence, unsympathetic daughter
This is my final letter
I call you mother

I am the alpha, I am the alpha now
You are the carcass I crush between my jaws
I asked the beldam, 'where is your hostage now?'
I am the alpha, I am the alpha
Bow

You pinned me to the wall of my throat
So I wouldn't cry out
You let me drop to the floor
So I could run outside and tell my dad I don't feel safe at home
He said 'you'll be fine'
Father I was eight years old
I was eight years old