Letter from an Angel

I'm not your perfect angel
I guess you know that by now
I feel more lost than ever
It's been so dark since you've been gone

I never knew the man you were
I thought there'd be more time
And when I hit rock bottom
I went numb to survive
Not sure I turned out how you thought
By now you know my demons
I'd like to think you're waiting
For me to say I'm sorry

With regrets
I've come undone
The fact is we all have demons
I'm staring up at the sky
I'm hoping that you can feel this
I never knew the man you were
I thought there'd be more time

I'm not your perfect angel
Somehow you've become mine

I'd like to think you're right here
I'm scared you've drifted too far
I carry on as best I can
Not shining as brightly as before