Phobos

Trying hard to find my place amongst the stars
And find out who we are
Right now my mind is in the dark
I've wandered too far from where I thought I'd be today
With an erratic fucking headspace

Is there something in my way?
Or am I just making things harder?

I still don't know why I'm still here
Why I'm alive while others disappear
Stay on the phone cause I'm afraid
Existential crisis makes me insane
Makes me insane
Am I insane?

Slowing down myself to finally catch my breath,
In the middle of the night
Why am I sleeping by myself?
Does it make things easier to distance me from someone else?
Or will I just evoke my sadness?

Is there something in my way?
Or am I just making things harder on myself?

I still don't know why I'm still here
Why I'm alive while others disappear
Stay on the phone cause I'm afraid
Existential crisis makes me insane
Makes me insane
Am I insane?