Текст песни a modern suicide - BLOODY SUNDAY

I know that you don't wanna see
A fantasy in your mind
You feel like you're out of time
I know that the drugs may be
The last thing that I need
Feel the needle in the deep

Don't you know how hard I try?
I'm losing part of my whole mind
I don't wanna die tonight
Feels like there's no turning back
I fell right into the damn crack
It's a modern suicide

People always told me that I have my set of issues
Lately I've been seeing them so why don't you grab tissues
I don't disrespect but I think that you have no clue
I'm running so blue
I wish I could be as cool as you
Someone who don't got no screws loose
Face those feelings that I wanted to
Always seeing a different point of view

Don't you know how hard I try?
I'm losing part of my whole mind
I don't wanna die tonight
Feels like there's no turning back
I fell right into the damn crack
It's a modern suicide

Don't you know how hard I try?
I'm losing part of my whole mind
I don't wanna die tonight
Feels like there's no turning back
I fell right into the damn crack
It's a modern suicide