Текст песни Picking myself Up (Vocal Version) - Bboy Ninja

Burn away this shell so I can forget these days
Picking myself up like I'm on replay
I'm reflecting and I'm working on my inner self
I'm trying to get right and fix my mental health
I'm trying to keep the hope and the determination
I'm trying to stay inspired and keep motivated
I strive for the closest thing to perfection there is
If i wanna let go I got to take initiative
I'm tired of loving the fire I wanna feel the love
I just wanna spread my wings and fly like a dove
Searching for ways to find peace and quiet my mind
Going back to my roots with the boom bap vibe
Got my grieves feel girl lets take a ride
My emotions on a crash coarse I will collide
I'm bout to fade to black and turn to darkness
But I still fight the urge and I try to resist

Picking myself up just to let myself down
Maybe I'm just
Picking myself up just to tear myself down
Down down down

One to many ways I've been hurt and disabled
But I get a little stronger maybe I'm able
To find a way out and make it off of the table
Ain't gonna be life's lab rat I'm trying to be stable
Reaching out to each of my strengths to recover
Calling out to each of my sisters and brothers
I'm sorry if I've disappeared I've been going through a lot
Heartbreak debt death betrayal and lost almost all I got
But I know I will find a way somehow
Picking my psyche up again right now
Heart off the the ground got to dust it off
Maybe take a break like Ferris Buellers day off
Lofi with the chill hop play my anthem
Its three in the morning and I'm spitting this passion
Get these thoughts off my mind and off of my chest
And maybe then I can finally put this shit to rest

Picking myself up just to let myself down
Maybe I'm just
Picking myself up just to tear myself down
Down down down
Picking myself up just to let myself down
Maybe I'm just
Picking myself up just to tear myself down
Down down down