Текст песни Hurting (Vocal Version) - Bboy Ninja

I am hurting
Feelings worrying
Breaking and crying
Slowly I'm dying
I am hurting
Feelings worrying
Breaking and crying
Slowly I'm dying

Life's putting me through the most its really wearing me down
Was a king now I got a broken dented rusted crown
If i could just get through this if I could get through that
But then another fucking thing in my life starts to attack
I react cause it pulled me right off of my track
And I've fought so fucking hard just to try and get back
My heart is in pieces and my mind is shattered
Beat broken and bruised looking all tattered
I'm just afraid if its time to let our lives divide
I'm sucking up my pride hoping it survived
I wish I felt like my friends were by my side
Feeling like no one gives a fuck or is ever down to ride
One step at time but it feels like I'm going to slow
I've been fighting this pain that's been hurting my soul
Its three in the morning and I think I'm feeling down
All these thoughts in isolation it feels like no one is around

I am hurting
Feelings worrying
Breaking and crying
Slowly I'm dying
I am hurting
Feelings worrying
Breaking and crying
Slowly I'm dying

And when I send my music out I wish id get more than that's cool
I put my heart and my soul in this and you make me feel like a fool
And would it kill you to share a post and write a little message
Cause for any of my friends I could write a fucking passage
And if I make you song about how much you mean to me
It would be nice if I could get a reaction that doesn't leave me empty
Feeling sickly maybe I'm crazy for having all these emotions
Maybe I should just fuck off without any commotion
I use to think all you needed was the support drive and initiative
But now I see its about your popularity if it fits their narrative
Cause if the death doesn't hit than the distance will getcha
Turn myself into a ghost and then just make friends with all these rappers
Cause I don't need any sympathy
I just need someone to fuck with me
I don't need the fucking fake things
I only fuck with the real things

I am hurting
Feelings worrying
Breaking and crying
Slowly I'm dying
I am hurting
Feelings worrying
Breaking and crying
Slowly I'm dying