Текст песни How Hard I Try - Bear the Astronot

There is a weight on my spirit
There is a red in my eye
I'll never be perfect
No matter how hard I try
I learned from a tough guy
That real men they cry
Never make everyone happy
No matter how hard I try

At this point I've written thousands of songs
They overflow notebooks
Staind red from the ink on my red palms
They fill up my phone with everything that I did wrong
Maybe I'm just singing my heart out a few all along
Some rappers need stages
Some poets need psalms
I bubble up in your ear time to time
Like the bottom of bongs
I see your face in the bubbles
Distorted and long
Can't tell if your screaming
But then the bubble is gone

There is a weight on my spirit
There is a red in my eye
I'll never be perfect
No matter how hard I try
I learned from a tough guy
That real men they cry
Never make everyone happy
No matter how hard I try

I'm staring at this portrait again
Thinking about time contemplating and wondering
Were they right?
When these cameras flash so bright
Do I lose half my soul that fast with every still picture they snap
If so that explains why I'm light
Floating above my town looking down
Like an eagle
With distorted sight
There's a tilt to the scope and blood to the lens
Nobody wants to hug me out of fear for sharp talons
So I just keep looking down
Can I be confid-again
When my face is glued to the ground?
Has been so long now that plants abound
Growing out of my chin
All of our life we been too fat or thin
I swear I'm never drinking again
Sound Familiar
But when you've nursed that hangover then
Your reaching in the cabinet
For Gin Again?
I guess that next headache is imminent.

There is a weight on my spirit
There is a red in my eye
I'll never be perfect
No matter how hard I try
I learned from a tough guy
That real men they cry
Never make everyone happy
No matter how hard I try

And There is a weight on my spirit
And There is a red in my eye
I'll never be perfect
And I learned from a tough guy
Real men cry
I'll Never make anyone happy
And There is a weight on my spirit
There is a red in my eye
And I learned from a tough guy
Real men cry
I'll Never make anyone happy
No matter how hard I try
Try
No matter how hard I try
No matter how hard I try