Текст песни So What - Benjamin Simon

Am I wrong for feeling so comfortable
I suppose that the reason is lost, who knows why
Truth be told, there's a lot on my plate, but I wait for
When the time comes so I can sit back, watch it go away
I wake up to see the sunrise
The clouds are covering my eyes
You think I'd pull a face or pull my weight, but no
I can't explain why I'm so tired
Of vying for peace of my mind
Or maybe I can't find the words to say

So what if I don't wanna say shit
Send my best if I miss the conversation
I confess that I just feel so lazy
If I'm late, you can wait, so much for patience
I don't care would be an understatement
So much for the nothings you whispered to me
Focus on yourself, you said, well now you've spoken
Apathy killing me, the magic potion
Who gives a fuck if I'm a little broken, too

I'm after that elusive illusion, I'll fake it
If that's what it takes, yeah
To show I'm persuasive
Why's it feel like a game and I'm playing with her trust
It's like I'm trying to be the asshole I'm not tryna be
I feel like I'm in the wrong time
Sincerity passing me by
How am I supposed to know when indifference is fate
There's really no reason or rhyme
It's only a matter of time
'Til I can take you out and take you off my plate

So what if I don't wanna say shit
Send my best if I miss the conversation
I confess that I just feel so lazy
If I'm late, you can wait, so much for patience
I don't care would be an understatement
So much for the nothings you whispered to me
Focus on yourself, you said, well now you've spoken
Apathy healing me, the magic potion
Who gives a fuck if I'm a little broken, too