Текст песни Depression (feat. Moniere Nance) - Big Tim Kellams feat. Moniere Nance

Maybe if I would have known about the life I choose
I would have re-thought my decision Maybe even dispose

The thoughts of being involved with this life at all
But I would rather feel pain, than feel nothing at all

I push on, I've lost it for way too long
I will not betray whats kept me alive so far

It's amazing to see just how many lives I've touched
From the words that I speak and I'll never give that up

I'm tired of living in hell on Earth
The crazy thing about it, is it could be so much worse

I've watched toddlers eat dirt, somewhere in a third world
With a smile on their face, just because they got to eat

God Damn

Is my life that bad
I've witnessed my dad quit crack

And my moms been dying, but at least shes alive
Everything seems better when I close my eyes

I don't want to sleep forever
Can't seem to open up my eyes

I just wish things would get better
I just want to enjoy my life

I just go to sleep when I feel the pain
When I fade to black it all gets erased

And every time I wake it's too hard to see
And too much to take so I'd rather dream

I don't want to sleep forever
Can't seem to open up my eyes

Even with open eyes, I never feel alive
Bottle the pain inside and hide from the light

Too afraid to try, I'm holding back my life
But too afraid to die, I'd never sacrifice

Myself to these demons inside
Distracted but keeping in mind

That I'm all out of time and if I dont provide
I'll end up in the ground, I refuse to let all of you down

Alive today that's more than some can say
The fact that I can breathe, gives me a chance to speak

And when I blurt these words, you gain a piece of me
It's common decency, because unbelievably

You give to me, so I give back
I used to used music to distract

Now I'm doing what I'm doing for anyone under weather
Relate to my movement, were in the rain together.

I don't want to sleep forever
Can't seem to open up my eyes

I just wish things would get better
I just want to enjoy my life

I just go to sleep when I feel the pain
When I fade to black it all gets erased

And every time I wake it's too hard to see
And too much to take so I'd rather dream

I don't want to sleep forever
Can't seem to open up my eyes