Fucking Up

I've been fuckin' up, on the low yea
I don't know how It got this bad, feelin' good solo
Then you came around, penetrated my ozone
Now I'm feelin' high, feelin' high, and it's so dope
Time to take a ride, til we're lost in our own home
Look into my eyes, a disguise that I don't know
When you realize there's a mind of it's own, no
Goin' back to all the lies that they told you

I'm thinkin' about it all damn day
I'm takin' a shot of some Bombay
EnGINe startin' up, the flames
Got no patience, I'm awake
I'm startin' to sound just like my dad
A quarter century, the case
All these voices on my ass
Tellin' me I will never break
No, no, no, no, I'll never break
I remember you said to me
That I wasn't good enough
Now look at me, I'm up in the clouds
I'm a stubborn motherfuckin', yea I'm never givin' up
There's gon' be some times in this life
That's gon' definitely suck
But the better side of things is always shinin
Feel the love, I hate my pride
But It be thinkin' it be thinkin' I'm the One

I've been fuckin' up, on the low yea
I don't know how It got this bad, feelin' good solo
Then you came around, penetrated my ozone
Now I'm feelin' high, feelin' high, and it's so dope
Time to take a ride, til we're lost in our own home
Look into my eyes, a disguise that I don't know
When you realize there's a mind of it's own, no
Goin' back to all the lies that they told you
I've been fuckin' up, on the low yea
I don't know how It got this bad, feelin' good solo
Then you came around, penetrated my ozone
Now I'm feelin' high, feelin' high, and it's so dope
Yea i been fucking up