Текст песни I.H.Y.R.I.A.B. - Bornsick

Let's go back to when it all began
You abandoned your best friend
We were supposed to be mates till the end
Now i hope i never see your face again

You never had my back, you never showed me shit
You never showed me how to fight or to take a fucking hit
You never took the time to claim that he's mine
Instead you moved on and left me behind
Leaving me with so many answers to find
Sending me insane as I lost my mind
What did I do? Why aren't you here?
Don't you want to be father of the year?

So many nights i wished that you would appear
Instead you'd rather have a child drown in his tears
But now that i'm older i refuse to feel sad
And growing up without you now makes me glad

Don't you want to teach me everything i know
So i can be a mini you, you're own 2.fucking0
Don't you want to see me succeed and to glow
Support my dreams and to help me to blow
Instead you'd rather be my fucking ammo
Giving me all the hate that i can possibly show
You had a responsibility, you couldn't commit
You made it look easy tho you useless fuckwit

Fuck you arsehole i hope that you're dead
There will never be another tear that i shed
I would rather jerk off on your deathbed
Yea you heard what the fuck i just said

It's hide and seek but i found you
And I have a message 38 years overdue
Listen up closely so you hear my point of view
I only need two words, fuck you
I once had a dad until the piece of shit split
The door didn't swing fast enough for him to get hit
There's nothing I feel inside now but hate
Saving this relationship's beyond too late

Every time I try to pick myself up
I block myself cause I don't think it's ever enough
I struggle to believe that I'm worth the time
I struggle to feel sane in my mind
I ask everyday why do I deserve it
Fuck you dad you're the reason I feel deserted
Growing up without direction left me lost
You could have fucking helped but you'd rather have just watched

We don't share blood, your name is mud
I hope you feel that hate cause there's no love
Fuck you 'dad' you're outta my head
Fuck you 'dad' I hope that you're dead