Текст песни Deadweight - Bornsick

There's a scary man living in this head
He fuels the anxiety that I can't shed
Never did I ever want to feel this way
Where I'm lost in my mind unable to see straight
An angry motherfucker consumed by my hate
I want to save myself before it's too late
I don't like the perception coming from your eyes
I don't like watching our love die
You are my everything
Every day I wake is with a purpose and drive
But the weight of the world has me struggling to survive
My mind races into overdrive
Here we go again, I'm scared to be alive
Why does my brain do this to me?
Why can't I ever feel free?
Why do I struggle to breathe?
What the fuck is wrong with me?

What the fuck is wrong with me?
What the fuck is wrong with me?
What the fuck is wrong with me?
What the fuck is wrong?

Get up get up get up feed the hate
Get up get up before it's too late
Get up get up get up fuel the hate
Get up get up and don't be deadweight

Everyday I wake I dream it's not real
There's a hole in my heart that I know will never heal
There's layers to this pain I never want to feel
So I strap in for life and grip the wheel
Cause I'm too scared to end the ride
I've seen the damage of suicide
I'm terrified I'll be crucified
If I told the truth so I've always lied
You can't handle the truth
Or maybe it's me that can't handle shit
Maybe staying alive has no benefit
Maybe I should dig a 6 foot pit
Cause life's pretty average and I've had enough of it
I'm tired, I hurt and no one gives a fuck
Deep in depression and shit out of luck
It doesn't matter which I turn I'm stuck
I said I'm tired and no one gives a fuck

What the fuck is wrong with me
What the fuck is wrong with me
What the fuck is wrong with me
What the fuck is wrong

Get up get up get up feed the hate
Get up get up before it's too late
Get up get up get up fuel the hate
Get up get up and don't be deadweight
Get up
Get up
Get up
Get up get up and don't be deadweight

What the fuck is wrong with me
What the fuck is wrong
What the fuck is wrong with me
What the fuck is wrong

Get up get up get up feed the hate
Get up get up before it's too late
Get up get up get up fuel the hate
Get up get up and don't be deadweight
Get the fuck and don't be deadweight
Get the fuck and don't be deadweight
Get the fuck and don't be deadweight
Get the fuck and don't be deadweight