Текст песни Black Hearts - CalicoDEIRA

Ayy, I need to let it go, cause it hurts me so much
Realized I'm better on my own, like I don't feel the love
Family tells me that they show Maybe it's just because it's the way the
Time goes I know we ain't staying young

But the older that I grow, the only harder life becomes
I gave up on finding hope and like my mom I turned to drugs
Ayy, to make me feel okay, cause I'm tired of all the pain
I'm tired of all the days gone by and nothing's changed

Sick of being doubted and told this is just a phase
Like I been kicked when I was down and I didn't even complain
Broken bones, many bruises, fighting demons in my brain
Ayy, memories in my head, nightmares I can't erase

Only outlet that I had is to write it down here on a page
My life is sad music, so you can be entertained So you can be entertained
Panic attacks every early morning I'm an insomniac, I stay up till 6:40
Probably drink 6 40's, daydreaming bout the glory

Fantasies of many fans, that's gonna all adore me
Have a bus and I'll be touring Ayy, ayy, but that's another story
Gods, fallen angels, they all tried to implore me
Or maybe warn me that this path that I chose could be self-destructive

Working on myself, that's some personal construction
Social suicide has really got its repercussions You don't understand my mind, so please don't
Make assumptions You don't know I'm traumatized
Emotionally I'm stunted With this mask I hide behind

Just so I can function properly in public Ayy, I'ma be everything my father wasn't
They tell me I have a black heart The pain of a black heart
The pain of a black heart The pain of a black heart
They tell me I have a black heart The pain of a black heart

The pain of a black heart The pain of a black heart
They tell me I have a black heart The pain of a black heart
The pain of a black heart
Consistently improving my talents that could have went to waste

Hanging from a four-foot rope would have been my fate
Many people gave me cold shoulders way before the fame
Way before the games, way before my name was known for how I made this way
Dedicated my life to this music, tattoos on my face

Fell in love with pain, any hate they send my way, use it to fuel motivation
Swear these drugs i love abusin', Are probably putting tumors all up in my brain
Always in the studio, burn me at my funeral I'm a serpent tongue dragon with these flames
I can't trust a soul, I swear your not my bro

So many people turn their backs nowadays, I don't like the face
Wanna follow in my footsteps, right this way
Said I had to cut the grass just to find the snakes
And I'm living my life fast, not gon' pump the brake

And them dark nights start to turn a brighter day
Dark nights turn to brighter days, Dark nights turn to brighter days
Black hearts save your Heart break
Black hearts save your Heart break

Killing me, killing me
Killing me, killing me