Текст песни Life of the Party - Call Me Karizma

Stuck in my own bed
Trapped in these cardboard walls
I see all these faces
And they don't see me at all
I miss the old days
Where time didn't disappear
We talked about our future
And how wed get out of here
Sick of feelin like I'm dead
Sick of fightin my eyelids
Sick of hearing these sirens
All I want is some silence
Shh.
If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home
Why do I stay home?
If everyone says they love me
What do I feel low
As dead as my phone
I don't wanna lie
Don't wanna lie
Don't wanna lie here in this hell
I don't wanna try
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try all by myself 'cos
If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home
Why do I stay home?
I'm ghost of my hometown
Where everything stayed the same
Was king of the playground
But now I just waste my days
Worried about income
When everyone seems so paid
Is this the outcome
Of not trying to act my age
Sick of feelin like I'm dead
Sick of fightin my eyelids
Sick of hearing these sirens
All I want is some silence
Shh.
If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home
Why do I stay home?
If everyone says they love me
What do I feel low
As dead as my phone
I don't wanna lie
Don't wanna lie
Don't wanna lie here in this hell
I don't wanna try
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try all by myself 'cos
If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home
Why do I stay home?
Gloomy
I'ma live my life feelin gloomy
It's better than feelin nothing at all
Nothing at all
Nothing at all nothing at all
Gloomy
I'ma live my life feelin gloomy
It's better than feelin nothing at all
Nothing at all
Nothing at all nothing at all
If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home
Why do I stay home?
If everyone says they love me
What do I feel low
As dead as my phone
I don't wanna lie
Don't wanna lie
Don't wanna lie here in this hell
I don't wanna try
Don't wanna try
Don't wanna try all by myself 'cos
If I'm the life of the party
Why do I stay home
Why do I stay home?.