Текст песни Crushed (feat. Neildown) - Chris Ash

I'm fucked
Fell in love with my best friend's crush
Got drunk, now I'm talkin' too much
All alone and I'm too fucked up
All alone and I'm talkin' too much

Tired from feelin' like I always have to carry weight
Exhausted of the thought I'll always make the same mistakes
Another shot I take to try and wash the pain away
Another way that I create to wash your name away
Because he hurt her but I know it wasn't him to blame
It's circumstantial, all our eyes denied the greater flame
Burning out, I light a smoke and contemplate my days
Ash to ash, we're counting matches and we hide our face
Oh, Happy Valentines
The time unwinds and amplifies
The thoughts I hide so deep inside
I can't decide if this is right
Saturday I saw her face and my opinions changed
That Saturday he's sent away and my opinions caved
These flashing lights gave me anxiety, I can't escape
These flashing lights, I know they lie to me, they captivate
I'm seeing triple, abysmal thoughts in a simple riddle
Can't seem to rid all these thoughts in syncopated rhythm

I'm fucked
Fell in love with my best friend's crush
Got drunk, now I'm talkin' too much
All alone and I'm too fucked up
All alone and I'm talkin' too much
Fell in love with my best friend's crush
Got drunk, now I'm talkin' too much
All alone and I'm too fucked up
All alone and I'm talkin' too much

I'd sing her songs just to make her laugh when he wasn't there
Took his side when she hurt him, I tried to fuckin' care
It never was the right time and it just wasn't fair
I didn't tell him how I felt, how wrong it was to share
I broke her and her man up but couldn't make a move
Because I keep to my relationships, I'm afraid to lose
Mind on another, wonder if I could've changed the views
I even fucked her best friend because she fucked him, true
And now he's hooked, I try to show respect, it's gettin' hard
He brought her with him, now she's sittin' with me at the bar
Holdin' hands inside my hoodie tryin' not to show
Cuddled up, waitin' on the call to take him home
My shoulder stays her tissue paper every time they fight
Breakin' inside, bottled feelings, got intent to hide
Feelin' like a traitor to my kin, I wanna die
I want the best but between their happiness is an I

I'm fucked
Fell in love with my best friend's crush
Got drunk, now I'm talkin' too much
All alone and I'm too fucked up
All alone and I'm talkin' too much
Fell in love with my best friend's crush
Got drunk, now I'm talkin' too much
All alone and I'm too fucked up
All alone and I'm talkin' too much

Sitting and thinking
My thoughts are speeding, I'm drinking
My heart is sinking deeper into the abyss of my chest
I'm not who I was before, I'm starting to run out of breath
Tell me right now what the fuck is next
I might lose my head if I don't get this out
In the back of my mind all I do is drown
Thinkin' of you being with her
Really fuckin' hurts
I feel it happens every time
Makes me wonder why
Why I even bother with my time
You told me how you felt
I forgot to mention me so I put it on the shelf
I couldn't let it free
Cause it starts to get the best of me
Now I'm feeling weakened like I couldn't compete
She's posted on your lap the night I went to jail
So I kick the liquor back because I know it never fails
Started throwin' up cause I'm feelin' super sick
If I told her how it is then she probably would split

I'm fucked
Fell in love with my best friend's crush
Got drunk, now I'm talkin' too much
All alone and I'm too fucked up
All alone and I'm talkin' too much
Fell in love with my best friend's crush
Got drunk, now I'm talkin' too much
All alone and I'm too fucked up
All alone and I'm talkin' too much

Fell in love with my best friend's crush
Got drunk, now I'm talkin' too much
All alone and I'm too fucked up
All alone and I'm talkin' too much